Hey guys. Q is doing well, and the holidays were nice. My company swung the axe on all producers but 3 a few days ago and left us jobless. This means huge commissions for VP's in the next quarter or 2, us normies are fucked. Life like this has gotten old, and the back country offers a numbers of options to clear your head or just have it freeze off. Nev hasn't really had anything but terror, stress, anxiety, and depression for the last few years and UT decided I have to stay with Q here and allow her mom more time, so I just win everywhere.
I'm a huge disappointment to everyone that really knows me. I don't deserve my family. especially Q. At this point rolling out of bed seems as daunting as knowing you need to wake up and shovel 5 ft of snow before you leave the house. I need some change.