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I'm so freaking mad right now!!!
billfred
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Apparently not. He did indeed send me a PM and confirmed you a fag.
mustang_00
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and you ghey too!
*you're
jnevin
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Hey guys. Q is doing well, and the holidays were nice. My company swung the axe on all producers but 3 a few days ago and left us jobless. This means huge commissions for VP's in the next quarter or 2, us normies are fucked. Life like this has gotten old, and the back country offers a numbers of options to clear your head or just have it freeze off. Nev hasn't really had anything but terror, stress, anxiety, and depression for the last few years and UT decided I have to stay with Q here and allow her mom more time, so I just win everywhere.
I'm a huge disappointment to everyone that really knows me. I don't deserve my family. especially Q. At this point rolling out of bed seems as daunting as knowing you need to wake up and shovel 5 ft of snow before you leave the house. I need some change.
I'm a huge disappointment to everyone that really knows me. I don't deserve my family. especially Q. At this point rolling out of bed seems as daunting as knowing you need to wake up and shovel 5 ft of snow before you leave the house. I need some change.
jnevin
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I genuinely have no clue. It was 3.5 hours, they kept telling me I have the perfect skill set for the job, that everything seemed good, but they are big on corporate culture there. I was like "motherfucker, I was a manager in a fortune 200 company for years', but CW isn't exactly known for their integrity. The final guy I talked to knew the eq leasing industry very well and didn't seem thrilled that I was in it, let alone that I stuck it out so long. There's really no reason I shouldn't get the job, but I'm interviewing with desperation right now and I know they can smell it.
Something's got to change ASAP because I'm at my wit's end. I can't believe how much I've aged in just the last couple of years. I look like hell, I shake more now than when I used to drink, and my body just constantly just aches like I'm coming down with a cold. I was hoping it could be AIDS, but I'm too fat.
This is why I never come on here anymore. I feel like the resident train wreck. Actually, I am the resident train wreck.
Bro I know you and I don't talk very much, and I am almost never serious on this board with anyone, no matter what the situation or topic. but I feel like I need to say that I can tell just by our limited interaction that you are a genuinely good person. You have a good heart and the best intentions, and it's admirable the way that you continue to put Q's needs ahead of your own, no matter what curveball life throws at you. You repeatedly show selfless, honorable parenting at great personal sacrifice, through continued adversity. That gets my respect more than any job title you might otherwise hold or any expensive luxury car you could drive or any other bullshit material item that doesn't matter. You have all the intangibles that it takes to be a good man and father, and that's saying a lot out of someone.
Everyone makes mistakes in their lives. Don't think that you deserve this, or that you are being punished for yours. Sometimes, life just flat out fucking sucks. We get stuck in a low point and it's hard to keep your head up and look towards better times ahead.
Don't lose sight of what is truly important in your life. That little girl NEEDS you. You are her entire world, her support system, her lifeline. And you are doing a good job.
If that's a 'disappointment,' then I would be proud to be one.
PM me with your number and any time you want to talk or need someone to vent to, I'll stop what I'm doing and lend an ear and what little advice I can offer. Chin up bro.
Everyone makes mistakes in their lives. Don't think that you deserve this, or that you are being punished for yours. Sometimes, life just flat out fucking sucks. We get stuck in a low point and it's hard to keep your head up and look towards better times ahead.
Don't lose sight of what is truly important in your life. That little girl NEEDS you. You are her entire world, her support system, her lifeline. And you are doing a good job.
If that's a 'disappointment,' then I would be proud to be one.
PM me with your number and any time you want to talk or need someone to vent to, I'll stop what I'm doing and lend an ear and what little advice I can offer. Chin up bro.
billfred
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get a fucking room
Lock this bish up until i'm a jackass again
billfred
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Did he ever not?
Fuck off buck
Exactly. Nev is an inspiration, not a disappointment.
THIS ^^^
Big and CEO nailed it, every time I think of nev and his kid I think fuck here's a guy that is legitimately trying to do what is best for his daughter.
I work with shithead parents everyday nev, I have to call these assholes and BEG them to visit their kids, BEG them to take classes and such that are FREE so they can have their kids back, yet they still don't do it, I even offer transportation!
You are by no means a bad or undeserving father, you are pretty much staying in a place you hate that doesn't feel like it has much future just so you can stay with her, that sir is selfless, allowing her to keep her bond with her mom after she has been horrible has also been a great thing because you know that at the end of the day it's in your daughter's best interest.
I cannot begin to list the many reasons why I think you are being a good father just based on the stuff you tell us her, I'm sure there is a LOT more IRL.
Try taking walks in the park with Q, look for some dad/daughter activity you can do a couple of times a week (swimming, walks in park, painting, etc) being outside with fresh air can do you good, if you are overwhelmed do it by yourself instead, to be your best for your daughter you have to be well, so take care of yourself bro
$2150?
umm...you should thank the judge for that. He wanted to move basically to the other side of the country with her.
yeah, I'm a dick.
Well from what I understand, that bitch doesn't need to have any influence in her daughter's life. Let nev take her where he's happy and do the kid a favor IMO
jnevin
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You're right. The good thing that came of the whole thing is her mom has really stepped it up and has been really involved with Q when she has her. She's actually started calling her on the days she doesn't have her, which she rarely did in the past. The downside for me (ego, etc) is, she's had 5 years of time to work and get herself into a much better position in life while I've scrambled to find something that could just be good enough to keep us afloat, so I'm no fun. We do stuff like the park, Home Depot kids workshops, farmers market, etc. For me that's quality time, but sometimes it feels like Q comes back to me and feels bored as fuck. That's my own issue and I have to get over it. It just feels like the bitch uses Q to kick me in the stomach and then acts like I'm some POS that shouldn't be a father.
Doesn't matter. I just need to get this whole work thing squared away, finally finish school, and get my gooey ass back to the gym. Q wanted me to do a christmas list for myself after we did hers, and she told me santa should give me my muscles back so I could be big and strong again. So I punched her in the head to show her I'm at least stronger than she is.
Don't let her talk shit bro. Do some tren and dnp
jnevin
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Buncha girlie stuff. Barbies, my little pony, etc.
