My condolenses
I have never posted on this board before, but I feel your pain and it makes me sad. I have four brothers and six sisters and I hope I'll never have to live through what your going through now. I have lost a best friend though by a hit and run. He got messed up pretty bad. I thought the tears would never stop, but time will heal. I know you probably don't want to hear that, but it will. Don't try to keep it bottled up inside like I did it'll only make things worse, now is the time to mourn. My heart and my prayers go out to you bro.
SAMSONN