Bfold your an inspiration to alot of people, itd be a shame to see you go. but really think about what your saying man.
I understand what you mean someone you love is worth dying for, but is something?
Weightlifting is not a person, it does not really care that you love it, nor does it love you back. Weightlifting really wont be hurt if you die, actually im sure it could care less. Weightlifting will continue its existance as it always have if you die, or if you chose to stop training for a bit.
Those people that love you, theyll be hurt if you die, theyre emotional state of being will change if you die. Also, if you were to give your life for them, should a situation where their survival was dependant on you sacrificing your life. Im sure they would appreciate that, and as a concious beings they would go on appreciating and enjoying life, and something would have been gained (or at the very least, not lost). Weightliftings survival is not dependent on yours, and it wont be hurt if you stop for a bit. but people will be hurt if you die.
So why are you risking your life for this?