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I'm done breaking down chicks and hurting them

KillahBee

KillahBee

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For real. Not saying I won't break them down on here ir even in real life when trying to get them (cause it works), but I want to try to cut down on it. I'm still me, but I might as well use what I have for good. The line in my location kind of sums it up. No need to destroy them just to flex my mental muscle. It's not worth it anymore.

I just had a blow out today with the "ex" which really pissed me off cause I decided upon this "not breaking down chicks" thing a few weeks ago. I tried to be an adult with her and be cool but she decided to challenge me and I had to take her down. This is the last time though. A snippet of our email exchange (read from bottom up - the chain started with her telling me not to email or call her anymore and she doesn't want me in her life, even though she was the one that kept emailing me....not normal at all):

From: Her
A man who can never be defeated.
Go ahead with that pride, what a great thing to have.

From: Me

Nah, you will. I hope you do. You’re a sweet girl. You deserve someone that can take care of you and be the shoulder to cry on.
Bye. :)

From: Her

You make me sick.
And you said I was the one with the issues?
Haha.
A One Class Act right here ;)
And wait…you won’t think I’ll find someone better?
Another haha.

From: Me

Nah, the sex was good enough. No need for anything more.
:)

From: Her
Haha. This is great.
Why aren’t you emailing her now instead of me?
Classy.


From: Me
Funny, cause you came crawling back into my life – twice. Should have just let it go, I was done.
I thought you found out I slept with one of your friends. Glad you didn’t.
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I didn't want this to go down, but she challenged me and I can't back down to that. But there is no need to do this anymore. I have an instinct inside me that just says, "Destroy everything that challenges you", but I need to harness that for appropriate times only. I have burned every bridge I have with girls and I am not sure why.
 
Maybe if you stop stalling on burning that "knight in shining armor" uniform, you wouldn't have to go through this.

Just being honest. I would expect the same from you.
 
nycgirl said:
Maybe if you stop stalling on burning that "knight in shining armor" uniform, you wouldn't have to go through this.

Just being honest. I would expect the same from you.
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I agree. This is also my problem.

They are linked, but still separate issues. There was no need for me to do what I did to that girl today. I know her and I know she is destroyed by it. I'm better than that and it's time I start fucking acting like it.
 
KillahBee said:
For real. Not saying I won't break them down on here ir even in real life when trying to get them (cause it works), but I want to try to cut down on it. I'm still me, but I might as well use what I have for good. The line in my location kind of sums it up. No need to destroy them just to flex my mental muscle. It's not worth it anymore.

I just had a blow out today with the "ex" which really pissed me off cause I decided upon this "not breaking down chicks" thing a few weeks ago. I tried to be an adult with her and be cool but she decided to challenge me and I had to take her down. This is the last time though. A snippet of our email exchange (read from bottom up - the chain started with her telling me not to email or call her anymore and she doesn't want me in her life, even though she was the one that kept emailing me....not normal at all):

From: Her
A man who can never be defeated.
Go ahead with that pride, what a great thing to have.

From: Me

Nah, you will. I hope you do. You’re a sweet girl. You deserve someone that can take care of you and be the shoulder to cry on.
Bye. :)

From: Her

You make me sick.
And you said I was the one with the issues?
Haha.
A One Class Act right here ;)
And wait…you won’t think I’ll find someone better?
Another haha.

From: Me

Nah, the sex was good enough. No need for anything more.
:)

From: Her
Haha. This is great.
Why aren’t you emailing her now instead of me?
Classy.


From: Me
Funny, cause you came crawling back into my life – twice. Should have just let it go, I was done.
I thought you found out I slept with one of your friends. Glad you didn’t.
------------------------------------------------------------------------

I didn't want this to go down, but she challenged me and I can't back down to that. But there is no need to do this anymore. I have an instinct inside me that just says, "Destroy everything that challenges you", but I need to harness that for appropriate times only. I have burned every bridge I have with girls and I am not sure why.
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see what I mean bro youre e-pimp storys are fucken funny.
 
KillahBee said:
I agree. This is also my problem.

They are linked, but still separate issues. There was no need for me to do what I did to that girl today. I know her and I know she is destroyed by it. I'm better than that and it's time I start fucking acting like it.
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Yes, you are right, there was no need for you to do that.

What are you going to do? I assume that requires you to avoid attacking someone when you smell weakness.
 
nycgirl said:
Yes, you are right, there was no need for you to do that.

What are you going to do? I assume that requires you to avoid attacking someone when you smell weakness.
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It's just gonna be a mentality/approach change. I've done it before and can do it again with some work. There was no need for bad blood between me and that girl.
 
KillahBee said:
lmfao..well done
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dame you kb.stop being a goody goody.youre the e-pimp reamamber.throw some e-gansta shit at me.bust a e-cap in my ass.role up and do a e-drive by on me.thow some powder on the hand and give me the e-pimp slap.lol


ya e-wangsta
 
KillahBee said:
I agree. This is also my problem.

They are linked, but still separate issues. There was no need for me to do what I did to that girl today. I know her and I know she is destroyed by it. I'm better than that and it's time I start fucking acting like it.
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:lmao:

Your posts remind me of Bikinimom ....

Does anyone think Bikinimom = Killahbee :confused: :confused:
 
KillahBee said:
Not at all.
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Well then you'll probably get over it with time. My dad is a complete prick, not gonna lie. So I saw that all my life so it's hard for me not to. I just think of how he looked when he did it and it helps me keep my mouth shut. A man's mouth is his worst enemy.
 
eat big said:
Well then you'll probably get over it with time. My dad is a complete prick, not gonna lie. So I saw that all my life so it's hard for me not to. I just think of how he looked when he did it and it helps me keep my mouth shut. A man's mouth is his worst enemy.
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the power of life and death is in the tong.from out of the heart the moth speeks.like the retter of a huge ship can deract it were its path will go,so is a mans tong.
 
needtogetas said:
the power of life and death is in the tong.from out of the heart the moth speeks.like the retter of a huge ship can deract it were its path will go,so is a mans tong.
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WTF??
 
CEASAR said:
WTF??
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The power of life and death is in the tongue. From out of the heart, the mouth speaks. Like the rutter of a huge ship, it can direct it where its path will go, so is a man's tongue (a man's tongue directs the path a man will take).

Needto, did I get it right?
 
Killah, you have any anger outlets besides the gym that involve discipline...like MMA, perhaps?

I managed to change a lot of who I am (even in ways like this) through that sort of thing.
 
nycgirl said:
The power of life and death is in the tongue. From out of the heart, the mouth speaks. Like the rutter of a huge ship, it can direct it where its path will go, so is a man's tongue (a man's tongue directs the path a man will take).

Needto, did I get it right?
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Thank you for performing drastic reconstructive surgery on that post.

...I didnt think it was gonna make it.
 
novamanms said:
Killah, you have any anger outlets besides the gym that involve discipline...like MMA, perhaps?

I managed to change a lot of who I am (even in ways like this) through that sort of thing.
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Elitefitness.com
 
novamanms said:
LMAO....yeah, but I meant CONSTRUCTIVE...lol
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the only thing constructive about Killahbee is how well he constructs these elaborate annectodes from his real life and butchers them into these 8th grade book reports on C/C.

However, calling KB alone out on this would be ignorant on my part.
 
im reading this book right now, its an erotic thriller
its called panic snap
and i thought of you when i realized what it was lol
 
nycgirl said:
The power of life and death is in the tongue. From out of the heart, the mouth speaks. Like the rutter of a huge ship, it can direct it where its path will go, so is a man's tongue (a man's tongue directs the path a man will take).

Needto, did I get it right?
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to a t girl.and I like the last part you put in to.
 
nova - no, I haven't. I'm far from an angry person. It's just this specific thing with chicks. And it's not that it's uncontrollable. I've been doing it for years and it's never really been an issue (as I said, it works to get and keep them). But I think I'm done with it. Time to better myself in this area.
 
KillahBee said:
nova - no, I haven't. I'm far from an angry person. It's just this specific thing with chicks. And it's not that it's uncontrollable. I've been doing it for years and it's never really been an issue (as I said, it works to get and keep them). But I think I'm done with it. Time to better myself in this area.
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WTF you're getting married?
 
KillahBee said:
nova - no, I haven't. I'm far from an angry person. It's just this specific thing with chicks. And it's not that it's uncontrollable. I've been doing it for years and it's never really been an issue (as I said, it works to get and keep them). But I think I'm done with it. Time to better myself in this area.
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kb youre a grate guy.I like messing with you.
 
"flex my mental muscle."


You really think you have a superior IQ don cha?

That’s good, self esteem is very important in a young man’s life.





-BRR
 
Big Rick Rock said:
"flex my mental muscle."


You really think you have a superior IQ don cha?

That’s good, self esteem is very important in a young man’s life.





-BRR
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nice to see you bro.new you would be around. ;)
 
nycgirl said:
Maybe if you stop stalling on burning that "knight in shining armor" uniform, you wouldn't have to go through this.

Just being honest. I would expect the same from you.
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Wow, I need to burn mine too. That thing has been kicking my ass for a long time.
 
Big Rick Rock said:
"flex my mental muscle."


You really think you have a superior IQ don cha?

That’s good, self esteem is very important in a young man’s life.





-BRR
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IQ? hell no. it ain't about being better than anyone, it's just about analyzing people and your environment well.
 
KillahBee said:
it's just about analyzing people and your environment well.
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bourne_identity.jpg




LOL Just reminded me of that movie.



Just keep in mind that women are estrogen-laced balls of insecurity. Breaking them down is easy, not much of an accomplishment...



-BRR
 
i have no idea why you did that. you burnt a bridge and smashed someones self esteem...for what? you undermined and devalued much of the time you spent with her, which was viable and you know it - for what? you robbed YOURSELF of someone who cherishes (cherished) you - for what? a moment of hollow victory? i dont see you being that stupid. why do you seek validation through dominion over others?

how did what you just did in that exchange benefit you?
 
GoldenDelicious said:
i have no idea why you did that. you burnt a bridge and smashed someones self esteem...for what? you undermined and devalued much of the time you spent with her, which was viable and you know it - for what? you robbed YOURSELF of someone who cherishes (cherished) you - for what? a moment of hollow victory? i dont see you being that stupid. why do you seek validation through dominion over others?

how did what you just did in that exchange benefit you?
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It didn't benefit him. I think he is realizing this and wants to change.
 
BUBBLES said:
lol, what a statement ..... is that were true what can i say about that man who made that statement....
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Agreed.

It can be done to men just as easy as they think it can be done to women.
 
nycgirl said:
It didn't benefit him. I think he is realizing this and wants to change.
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yes i know that, NYC! the point of the question is to walk someone through a thought process, step by step, and help them internalise the idea. "telling" people whats going on is far less communicative than thinking it through with them.

i know exactly where killah is coming from. ive torn people apart before to the point where they look at their shoes when im around - but you find that its lonely at the top. shooting people down is satisfying at the time, but when you wake up and realise that your sharpness of wit and perception is unbalancing, and therefore ruining, your relationships, you have to stop and think "wtf am i doing this for?"

you have to let the other person in the relationship win now and again, on some level. but i suppose thats only if you want to relate. if you just want an emotional boxing bag, well...
 
GoldenDelicious said:
yes i know that, NYC! the point of the question is to walk someone through a thought process, step by step, and help them internalise the idea. "telling" people whats going on is far less communicative than thinking it through with them.
i know exactly where killah is coming from. ive torn people apart before to the point where they look at their shoes when im around - but you find that its lonely at the top. shooting people down is satisfying at the time, but when you wake up and realise that your sharpness of wit and perception is unbalancing, and therefore ruining, your relationships, you have to stop and think "wtf am i doing this for?"

you have to let the other person in the relationship win now and again, on some level. but i suppose thats only if you want to relate. if you just want an emotional boxing bag, well...
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Ahh, I got it now.

I know where he is coming from as well. I've learned to just bite my tongue. I'm no where as bad as I use to be. It puts you in a lonely position.

He can use his perception & wit for good in lieu of cutting people down. And yes, you are right, sometimes you just have to let the other person win and walk away.
 
Kakdiesel said:
I can honestly say I've never made any girl cry and then not cared about it or felt bad about it.

wtf people.
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I made a fat chick cry and ran but she tride to rap me.I felt so bad I allmost fucked her for pitty.shit now I know what it feels like to be a girl.lol
 
nycgirl said:
He can use his perception & wit for good in lieu of cutting people down. And yes, you are right, sometimes you just have to let the other person win and walk away.
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walk away? thats not how i use it. i know that the people around me hold me in high esteem. if i let someone win an argument, or score a joke on me or whatever, it validates them because theyve "beaten" a guy who is universally known for being very sharp, and draws us closer together. it bridges the power difference, and disarms them.

ten zillion karmas says that if killah, halfway through that email exchange, dropped his guard, switched tone, let her be right, allowed himself to be vulnerable (in her eyes anyway, personally i think he has buffalo skin) and bridged the power difference she obviously feels, they could have connected and killah could have done whatever he wanted.

but noooooooooooooo killah has to be difficult lol
 
Kakdiesel said:
I can honestly say I've never made any girl cry and then not cared about it or felt bad about it.

wtf people.
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i have. bitch stepped on my foot, and told me to fuck off when i told her that it was a great opportunity for her to apologise. i let BastardDelicious out for a bit and she was a-cryin in the bathroom because her boyfriend threatened to get violent and i called him on it...and he left lol.

a few months later i befriended her.

its just a matter of time before we get together.

funny how it works lol
 
GoldenDelicious said:
walk away? thats not how i use it. i know that the people around me hold me in high esteem. if i let someone win an argument, or score a joke on me or whatever, it validates them because theyve "beaten" a guy who is universally known for being very sharp, and draws us closer together. it bridges the power difference, and disarms them.

ten zillion karmas says that if killah, halfway through that email exchange, dropped his guard, switched tone, let her be right, allowed himself to be vulnerable (in her eyes anyway, personally i think he has buffalo skin) and bridged the power difference she obviously feels, they could have connected and killah could have done whatever he wanted.

but noooooooooooooo killah has to be difficult lol
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hmmmmm, I have to think about this. I handle it in a different manner.
 
I think its important to note that people shouldnt confuse a kind and sincere genuine person for someone who is naive.
 
GoldenDelicious said:
walk away? thats not how i use it. i know that the people around me hold me in high esteem. if i let someone win an argument, or score a joke on me or whatever, it validates them because theyve "beaten" a guy who is universally known for being very sharp, and draws us closer together. it bridges the power difference, and disarms them.

ten zillion karmas says that if killah, halfway through that email exchange, dropped his guard, switched tone, let her be right, allowed himself to be vulnerable (in her eyes anyway, personally i think he has buffalo skin) and bridged the power difference she obviously feels, they could have connected and killah could have done whatever he wanted.

but noooooooooooooo killah has to be difficult lol
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100% with you on all all you've said, GD. you get it, and you understand where I am coming from.

I think you used the term "hollow victory" and that is dead on.
 
KillahBee said:
nova - no, I haven't. I'm far from an angry person. It's just this specific thing with chicks. And it's not that it's uncontrollable. I've been doing it for years and it's never really been an issue (as I said, it works to get and keep them). But I think I'm done with it. Time to better myself in this area.
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cool.
I think its great whenever anyone tries to better themselves in any area. too many people never give that a thought.
good luck.
 
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