Im an Emotional Wreck? Help!

[HAYEZ]

Ok guys and thanks for the responses already. I will try and break down how Im feeling for you all if it can help. I wasnt very clear earlier about my cycle and to the experts on here it may seem a bit fucked up but here goes.

I started
HGH 4ius Per Day 6+ months
Anavar (40mgs Day) 5 weeks, Im just running for 8 weeks total
deca (300mgs week) 3 weeks
Test E (600mgs week) 2 weeks ago (Wasnt planning on doing test but after some responses on here decided to, thats why it was after)
Proviron 50mgs per day 2 weeks ago.

Anyway over I would say the last 3 weeks my mood has gradually deteriorated, my motivation for everything has dropped, and I have become emotional? (Im Normally highly motivated, I have my own business and im very competitive, this is new to me, sorry!)

I decided to post this thread after becoming tearful, sat in the sauna after my training session today WTF. If anyone has anything else to offer then thanks but whatever else thanks for taking the time to respond anyway.

Regards

Cagefighter

the 5 weeks of anavar prob lowered your test , and if i was to guess i would say combination of that and the deca then..your prog is probally raised whle havign your test lowered which may be causing you to feel like shit. ..sex drive down?

 

[hakh]

Anytime you start a cycle, you are essentially flooding your body with an excess of hormones. It may take weeks for you to see noticable changes in your physique... but that doesn't apply to changes in body chemistry. Ever take a shot and taste it in your mouth? Like Nelson M. said, its in your system. It does build up, esp slow release esters like Test E., but it doesn't take much of anything to swing things. You just never know how you will react. Thats why these exotic stacks are suspect. Unless you've done the compounds prior, if you get sides there is no way to determine the specific problem and thus its hard to fix.

I would give your sides a little time to level out. Unless they are extreme or turn so. Then stop the cycle. Becoming emotional is understandable. I have experienced it in mild forms. The way I see it, you are replicating the flood of hormones you experienced during puberty... a time that featured similar mood swings. The motivation thing is odd to me though. I usually find my self mega motivated for lifting... though I do tend to cut out other parts of my life. Wish I could give more input. If it were me, provided the emotions and such were not extreme... I would give it a bit of time to level out and for my body to acclimate.

 

[No1Cagefighter]

In reply, my sexdrive is higher than normal, thanks for the response. And thanks for the support I guess just stick with it and hope it does not get worse, any more comments advice welcome.

 

[bigtravis]

the 5 weeks of anavar prob lowered your test , and if i was to guess i would say combination of that and the deca then..your prog is probally raised whle havign your test lowered which may be causing you to feel like shit. ..sex drive down?

I'd say you're on the money.

 

[jjaas]

Second what Nelson had to say, lots of gear and lots of hormones. Also, opposite of what everyone else talks about when pinning test and downing proviron and how it makes them feel young and energized, I sometimes respond to test and high androgens by feeling like a fucked up teenager, emotional, lethargic, and generally upset. it can help you in the ring, provided you dont tie up with you opponent just to start crying on his shoulder. it helps to remind yourself that it is the gear, not a mental thing. read what hakh said too and if it gets too bad, go see a dr and tell him you're depressed. i take a mild antidepressant and do fine, still up and down but not to extremes. btw, what's your background in cagefighting?