from the bottom of my heart I really appreciate all the diet suggestion, nobody would want to mess with their hormone unless it's absolutely necessary. I understand the risk involved, including acne, kidney failure, bitch tits and what not, but even the risk of having a shorter lifespan(say 10 years less) is worth it to me, why would anybody want to live any longer if your life is miserable, or a joke...as someone stated above. I'm not gaining weight to impress anybody, but I'm wanting to be like any other normal people with normal weight and live a normal life without getting made fun of or laugh at wherever I go, all the time.
Many of you will never understand how it feels to be in situation like this because you never had a fucking chance to go through shit like this, I didn't ask for this kind of crap, but atleast I'm trying to make things better instead of giving up or just take it the way it is, Diet is of course the number one factor of weight gain, but it doesn't always work on every single people out there and shit like this doesn't always make sense either. You can call this abnormal, or a joke, but I'll take as much advices as I could possibly get and make the decision on how should I go about making the change. I'll continue to eat as much as I possibly could, since I enjoy eating anyway. I do not know the exact calories count of my daily diet but I'll give you an example of yesterday's.
8:30am - 1 cup of full milk along with a bowl of cereal, and a banana.
10:00am - a bun with beef stuffing and a can of coke.
12:30pm - Mcdonald big mac meal(medium size), and about 3 fry dumblings.
3:10pm - 1 cup of milk and about 4 home-made chocolate chips cookies.
6:20pm - went to Olive Garden with wife and daughter, had a plate of stuffed mushrooms, salads, and Seafood alfredo, along with a glass of coke.
9:45pm - about 5 fry dumblings I bought from local restaurant and another 12oz bottle of coke.
10:30pm - shared a bag of pop corns with my wife while we watch some tv before going to bed.
How much calories was it? I do not know for sure, but it can't be any less than 2500cal!!!