I have no reason to live....I am contemplating my departure...

[EnderJE]

Someone should go and visit NB.

 

[Pat_McCrotch]

There are only 2 people that know the story....my former boss, who used to be my friend, and a Romanian gal who I met on line before I met my current fiancee.


She was in love with me and she was devastated when I told her that I met someone else--my fiancee-- and she cried over me for two weeks. But I wasnt in love with her, we just have good sex....

Now she is my friend whom I am telling every day what I am going thru...

She still has feelings for me..I respect her friendship a huge deal.


If something horrible were to happen, I hope that there will be a voice who would tell the true story to my daughter....

Sleep with her the sex was good right?

 

[Pat_McCrotch]

I dont know...

I have been battling depression after I got injured and had surgery on my Achilles tendon...

They wanted me to give me a job after I got better--5 months after my surgery--but I didnt want to go to work.. I was scared and afraid to meet people...

Now when I wanted to get back , my boss said that he cant take me back as he is laying people off..

She came back from work and saw that I was perusing some suicidal sites on my computer while I was sleeping with my baby daughter..

After i woke up, I went straight into my bedroom and got on my laptop.

She asked me why I was upset...she asked me if taking care of our daughter was the reason I was upset as I baby sit every day while she is at work...

I said NO...she asked me if not finding a job made me upset...

I didnt answer...



YEA....would have been my answer...

She then asked if I want to kill myself..I said, i dont know..

She said that I should live for our daughter and see her old and take care of her....

She said that she cant stop me doing that...

If she were in my shoes I would have been more affected...and would have tried to help her out much more than she did....




WTF.....She should have asked 'are you upset because I fuked another man'?

She prolly knows your a control freak and looking for a reaction. She will not giove you one!!!!!

 

[Pat_McCrotch]

you kinky fucker

Ill eiffel tower her with you

then we can take turns dropping steamy dueces on her chest


it'll be therapuetic..trust me

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA I say we all take turns deucing on her chest. I have had some stiky shits latley

 

[Bikini Mod]

She prolly knows your a control freak and looking for a reaction. She will not giove you one!!!!!

Prolly knows he is a control freak? HELLO SHE IS ENGAGED TO HIM...

BINGO!

She will not give the reaction that he is hoping for.

How sad would it be to take your life hoping to make someone feel guilty and bad when you die, your life was cut short, all the love you couldn't give, all the people whose lives you couldn't touch, all the learning and growing that you will never do and THE ONE PERSON that you were hoping to affect with this RIDICULOUSLY STUPID ACT....

DOESN'T GIVE A FAT RAT'S ASS.

 

[Pat_McCrotch]

everything revolves around some silly green dots/crowns....doesnt it?

those of us over 200k dont wanna kill oursleves. Maybe there is somethng there.

 

[Pat_McCrotch]

dude jesus!!!!!!!! its weird telling this coming froma person that has went through this...IT GETS BETTER!!!! You are better then her.PM me

Wooot wooot!!!!!

I think that is like mexican for fighting vaginas.

 

[Pat_McCrotch]

How to stop wanting her:

Quit sleeping in the same bed.
Quit using the washroom when she's in it.
Quit touching/hugging/holding her.
Treat her as an administrative assistant or someone else you work with. Be professional.
Get an evening job - so when she's home with the daughter, you're out working.
Spend as little time as possible in her company - only what is needed to make the plans for your daughter.
Every time you start to think about sex with her, do something else mentally or physically . . whatever distracts you.

Have you talked to a lawyer? What are your custody options if she leaves you?

Is she supporting the household right now? If so, what are your options for making enough money to support you and your daughter without her?

And, most important, ARE YOU GOING TO LET HER WIN? If you off yourself, she wins. She will have succeeded in taking EVERYTHING, including your future, away.

There comes a time in everyone's life that they have to make a decision. Am I going to choose life or death? If you choose life, the ups and downs, the good and bad, the length of time you've been given, then you take what you've done, what's been done to you and the future possibilities and DO WHATEVER IT TAKES. You ride the hair off that horse, you refuse to LET someone else make your decisions for you, you decide that GOD DAMN IT I AM GOING TO LIVE and NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I'll ride this train. I'll see the sunrise over the pyramids of Egypt, run the sands of the Sahara, climb the Himalayas, kayak the fjords of Norway, "sail beyond the sunset" and live for as long as I live.

When depression strikes, you take the bull by the horns - go back to the psych, go the the doctor and get the meds to deal with it, go make some new friends, do whatever it takes to live well. After all, the best revenge is living well!

If you decide not to choose life, then eventually some 'circumstance' will come along . . and it/she/he/them will win because ALL of us deal with pain at some time. "I've been there - that's why I'm here." I've chosen life - no scum-of-the-earth is going to take MY life away from me.

we fuck these where I come from. this advice may not help.

 

[wlmcrae]

we fuck these where I come from. this advice may not help.

 

[Pat_McCrotch]

Someone should go and visit NB.

I will send jesus.