I am very clear today on how the rest of my life goes

[Mad_Max21]

Love ya bro hope all is well my friend!!!

 

[Strongbow]

I've always been very reckless, no reguard for my life or yours. Having kids has calmed me down a lil, but I don't think a man can ever veer far from the path he is doomed or blessed to follow. I've always carried alot of guilt around with me, or let's say events over the last15 or 16 years of my life have really thrown the cross on my back. My guilt consumes me and I suffer daily because of it. I'll never get past that, I'm not made like most of you, I'm not the guy who thanks God it wasn't me. But as I read more into the Bible I see that my suffering can not end now, it must continue for some time to come. But I will die and I will die fairly young and some will say before my time. My life is a mess , but on the outside looks pretty normal. I'm not Jesus nor do I claim to be worthy of him, but I do believe and one day I will give my life for my people as he did, I will give it willingly as he did, and I hope that through that God will see the good in me and welcome me home.

 

[CoBra666]

Anyone see the Simpsons where homer predicts the rapture and when his family goes to hell he starts kicking garbages over and throwing rocks threw windows in heaven?

That's what I imagine of SB in heaven

I'd YouTube link it but idk how on my phone

 

[cindylou]

SB it's hard to tell if you're serious or not. How does your guilt manifest itself in your daily life?

 

[mrplunkey]

Cliffs notes please. Are you leaving your wife for the 27 year old or not?

 

[Mad_Max21]

Not sure where ur going bro.....We ALL have choices to make everyday some impact us and others more then not! It's all about looking back each day and knowing you made the right choices that day for you and your loved ones! If you can do that brother then have no regrets!

 

[EarthRider]

what a mess

stop being a dumb ass, ask Jesus to forgive you for being a dumb ass, love and take care of your wife the way you should, and stfu

love ya bro

I've always been very reckless, no reguard for my life or yours. Having kids has calmed me down a lil, but I don't think a man can ever veer far from the path he is doomed or blessed to follow. I've always carried alot of guilt around with me, or let's say events over the last15 or 16 years of my life have really thrown the cross on my back. My guilt consumes me and I suffer daily because of it. I'll never get past that, I'm not made like most of you, I'm not the guy who thanks God it wasn't me. But as I read more into the Bible I see that my suffering can not end now, it must continue for some time to come. But I will die and I will die fairly young and some will say before my time. My life is a mess , but on the outside looks pretty normal. I'm not Jesus nor do I claim to be worthy of him, but I do believe and one day I will give my life for my people as he did, I will give it willingly as he did, and I hope that through that God will see the good in me and welcome me home.

 

[zwhit]

SB it's hard to tell if you're serious or not. How does your guilt manifest itself in your daily life?

 

[zwhit]

Cliffs notes please. Are you leaving your wife for the 27 year old or not?

cliff notes: Strongbow is attention whoring. He knows he is a dumbass but cannot help himself. He wants sympathy for said dumbassness.

 

[EarthRider]

lolololololo