When you guys made the decision to use gear and get it by MO how nervous and anxious were you about possibly getting in trouble? I understand that if you follow the proper way to do it you greatly reduce your risk and im not asking how you guys did it but I am jw how nervous you were if you were at all and was it easier than you thought to get your hands on some when you followed the best way to do it.
i had to pump myself up, i had some hard core music blasting and was doing some crazy poses in the mirror, finally after 20 minutes or so i stuck that pin in and went to town