I've been having this same dilema myself. I've thought about trying to hide it and lying and every other sort of way to get around telling her so that she won't break up with me. but then I thought that if she does, then she does. Figure it like this: she may leave you anyway. So, if you don't juice because of her, then you're just hurting yourself and letting YOUR goals be determined by some else. Do it for yourself, man. Besides, if she leaves you because you juice, then think of how much easier it will be to get another one when you're bigger, harder and more cut. Don't let someone else control your dreams, bro. Now let's just see if I follow my own advice. Hehehe.