How big a part of your life does steriods play?

[pittbull2]

Good post. At 41, going on 42 pretty soon here, it's a big part. To be honest, I couldn't keep up the training I do if it weren't for AS. Whether it's psychological or physiological who gives a shit, it works for me.

I know what you mean bro, me and you are close in age!!

 

[WARBIRDWS6]

damn, its good to hear there are others that do the same shit i do. All that matters is the workout/supps/etc and the cars. people look at all the time and money i put into my cars and body and ask "you must have had a REALLY bad breakup". lol. i am like yeah. got together with one girl i was with from 20-25, and the other girl i was with from 28-29 at the same time (not a good idea) not too long ago....then ended up losing both for different reasons within weeks. Now all i think about is the training and the cars. Feel really pathetic at times. finding a girl worth a damn is damn near impossible, but it sure makes things better when you find one. i also would never have used any type of roid or even "pharmaceuticals" when i was with any of my ex's. but now i figure fuck it, doesn't matter.

 

[JibbyJabba]

And yes I am on clomid

no shit...

This sort of introspection is always what I go through when on Clomid. Make sure you keep this in mind... it really does fuck with your head.

Seriously, last time I was on Clomid I was arguing with a co-worker. And, I kid you not, I fucking started to tear up... had to bolt before I was flat-out crying.

Its good for keeping gains, but its a serious mind-fuck...

I know we are talking about deeper issues here, but you definitely gotta remember this. Post cycle blues suck, but Clomid added to the mix can make one completely depressed. It really sounds like this is whats going on with you...

 

[Xtreme2001]

I'll make this short and sweet.

My life is working out. It completes me. It's who I am.

I want the best body out there and I'll strive to acheive it. No matter what.

 

[Super Halo Man]

Pretty big part... In pro-wrestling, you have to realize that you either look the part or get lost in the sea of nobodies.

 

[FOCUSED]

Hey man, I am sorry to hear about your problem. When my parents got divorced I tried to fill the void with drugs. Never lost controle, but you when you are doing any drug then youa are walking a fine line............I DON'T CARE WHAT ANONE SAYS, IT'S A FINE LINE......

As for the use of AAS, you need to do what the vets all say, keep your head and do whats right for you. You also should find a phyciatrist that you can talk to. May sound stupid but they are realy good for your head. They are totaly independent and can give you honest advice if you are honest with them. I don't think you are sick, juts might need to get a better view point on the GF situation. If she was going to cheat on you, away at school or not, then you should be happy you are not married to her. She would have cheated on you later......................

Best of luck with all of your AAS and life.................FOCUSED

As dfor the AAS, get as big as you feel you want to be and love it

 

[HighIntensity]

Hey man, I am sorry to hear about your problem. When my parents got divorced I tried to fill the void with drugs. Never lost controle, but you when you are doing any drug then youa are walking a fine line............I DON'T CARE WHAT ANONE SAYS, IT'S A FINE LINE......

As for the use of AAS, you need to do what the vets all say, keep your head and do whats right for you. You also should find a phyciatrist that you can talk to. May sound stupid but they are realy good for your head. They are totaly independent and can give you honest advice if you are honest with them. I don't think you are sick, juts might need to get a better view point on the GF situation. If she was going to cheat on you, away at school or not, then you should be happy you are not married to her. She would have cheated on you later......................

Best of luck with all of your AAS and life.................FOCUSED

As dfor the AAS, get as big as you feel you want to be and love it

thanks bro...although reading EF all day and taking all the shit I take now I am fast becomming a vet deep in this "game"

as far as her your right, but this was a strange out of know where gun shot to the head...I mean this was the ONE, and I have dated my share of women. this one I can't seem to shake

and yes I went to theropy...helped

but not as much as my next cycle of

susp, cyp, deca, winny and tren will imop

 

[Machiavellian Muscle]

Listen bro better off that she left you now than after you get married. Trust me I speak from experience. It seems like you are trying to get yourself into peak condition almost as if to somehow get back at her and/or attract hotter chicks. Think about it. Do you really want a girl to be with you for your physical appearance. Almost like a chick with you for money only. These are not quality women. Say you get this real hot chick and you will always feel like you cannot slip off a cycle and be real with her and you. Bottom line is be real with yourself. This is not a competition. You need to find yourself because chances are you have changed when you where in the relationship and now that you are along you are looking to fill a void. Spend time alone, it sounds crazy but you will be a better person for it.

 

[Wombat]

I was just talking to someone about this and the best thing I could say is if you don't compete, its tuff to just do drugs whenever with no real structure behind it...the scale alone is just their to play with your head it doesn't show if your calfs suck or our back is narrow).....

I don't compete, I have in the past-- but have come up with a plan that can help me reach some goals....my goals are simple....try to bring up my weak bodyparts one year at a time(4 months at a time).....I'll break it up into 4month intervels -------which means 4 months of putting on weight and going heavy--followed by 4 months of maintance and getting my bodyweight in check--followed by 4 months of comp. dieting...by doing this, I have a goal for 4 months at a time and then it changes.......the 4months of strict dieting would fall in the summer months for obvious reasons......Keep the drugs simple--just a couple for strengh and weight gain-----min. while maintance(if not off) and then some extras come dieting season.....this plan for me gives my body and mind a break but also gives me structure. And when someone makes a comment like Wow your too heavy or during the 4 months of maintance-wow you lost some size, i know in my heart that it is done on purpose and their is reason behind it....

my goal is to be 5% one time a year and the weight doesn't matter much but to bring up weak parts from year to year...life brings twists and turns and that can make it difficult for us that don't compete and for the ones who do.. But by having 4 month goals instead of #goals makes it easier for me..knowone is going to walk around at 5% bodyfat all year round and trying to do so will be a losing battle.....I have a ton of weak body parts and I know that the only way to bring them up is with structure regardless if I compete or not....of course I just started this way of thinking a year ago but commen sense tells me it can't fail.....peace

 

[Kanine]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..i guess this is what it would be like if we were all in the same room on E. All philosophical and open with each other. Seriously though, its good to see the life hasnt consumed you all and turned you into juiced up, yellow eyed, mindless psychos, like I have seen on more than a few occasions. Conversation with real people...a breath of fresh air. Be safe