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How big a part of your life does steriods play?

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Well, not hiding any demons that I know of. I feel for those that do.

The lessons of training have spilled over into my 'normal' life. The best things are not easy and hard work does pay off. Levels of commitment to my family and work have increased and self induced stress is negated.

AS has caused this focus to become deeper and more resolute. I respect myself and do not take my overall health for granted. The little bumps and knocks in life become pale and just not that big of a deal, as I have more important things to do like keep myself in shape, mentaly and physically.

'Before a man can work with his mind, he must first work with his hands' -Not sure who that belongs to.

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HighIntensity said:
Well....

Well now that my cycle is over and I want more, I am still lifting harder then ever but I want to inch closer to my goals. Some how I believe at 225 6% bf all the pain and feeling of loneliness will disappear. And yes I am on clomid


I want you to write this down on a piece of paper and put it somewhere safe; also add that if you do not follow through with your promises, than "I, High Intensity have learned an important lesson about myself" you will not like this lesson; this is that you are not addicted to the size it gives you but the mentallity of being "on". Then Sign it. This is what i did. Gear is not the answer to your problem, just a quick fix, you WILL know this is you dont keep your promise.

I have stated that i have reached my goals pertaining to size and strength, and yet i still have to look away when i scroll down elite and someone types "fall bulker, check me out" lol. The mental high that gear gives you is amazing; people say that it is not physically addicting in theory..........is say HORSE SHIT!

I swear if i ever cycle again, i will get the piece of paper i signed and be pissed, but atleast ill have the realization and content that i can admit that gear is a part of my life, and it is here to stay.

btw once reach you size, you will want to look that way shredded, guess what? yep thats right; another cycle. More drugs. Its never ending my friend. And at 225 ripped do you honestly think you can maintain this with no gear? i highly doubt it, for someone who obviously cares about the way they look, i will tell you that once you reach a state of "image" you will not want to dip below, if you do then more likely you will hit another cycle to get back.

see what i mean, its how this lifestyle goes, once you start you cant get in. find J_sus or something everyone seems to be at peace after finding him, lol. Wait, didnt Flex find him? He's clean right?:)

theres nuthing wrong with gear use, aslong as you're healthy and responsible, just think of it as a habit, like a few beers to lay you back everynight except YOU are enhancing your looks...

Back to the paper; i hope you take my advice and do this, it does help knowing that you have a little control. If i were a betting man i would against my myself, lol.

i hope some of this made sence; i know what your going through, although im didnt come from a long relationship like you, this "fork in the road" is a common place for all; remember their is no wrong way or right way; just YOUR way.

i hope this helps a lil:)

take care.
 
Good post. At 41, going on 42 pretty soon here, it's a big part. To be honest, I couldn't keep up the training I do if it weren't for AS. Whether it's psychological or physiological who gives a shit, it works for me.
 
40butpumpin said:
Good post. At 41, going on 42 pretty soon here, it's a big part. To be honest, I couldn't keep up the training I do if it weren't for AS. Whether it's psychological or physiological who gives a shit, it works for me.


Exactly! you are a man that has excepted his fate. I take my hat off to you, with my contract i am just putting off this decision for now.

Good luck w/ training!!
 
HighIntensity said:


Sorry to hear the news brother

the main thing is that she left me for another guy (we were at different schools). I mean this girl was so loyal and then one day I find shes seeing a dude behind my back and a phone call that its over...a fuckin phone call from the girl I had planned on marrying in a year.

So that has left me feeling very Vulnerable and confused...a state of limbo...

oh and keep lifting it helps with the anger, depression and self esteem

HI, there are only two things that have ever helped me in a situation like this, time and screwing another girl, the latter isnt 100%.
 
"I'll only do one cycle and that's it"...I've heard that so many times!! You will NEVER be satisfied with juice. I could never imagine being happy without using it in combination with my healthy(somewhat :)) lifestyle. That might sound bad-but if you educate yourself and take precautions,(on/off) you'll be fine.Being big is addictive-no doubt about it. How many times have you said"I'll be clean for 6 months"- Then people ask you if you are still training,or if you've been sick....right back on!!! Its all up to you(in your mind) on how far you are willing to go. My wife hates it when I come off. She likes me big,and my overall attitude is better!!!
Good luck
J
 
HighIntensity said:


the main thing is that she left me for another guy (we were at different schools). I mean this girl was so loyal and then one day I find shes seeing a dude behind my back and a phone call that its over...a fuckin phone call from the girl I had planned on marrying in a year.

So that has left me feeling very Vulnerable and confused...a state of limbo...

oh and keep lifting it helps with the anger, depression and self esteem


Holy shit that is rough man...:(

I'd keep striving for your goals like you are and go out with some women!
 
decem said:
you won't be happy at 225 foolio. you won't be happy at 250. for size and quality of physique are not where true happiness lies. moreover, attaining such goals will not kill whatever demons might haunt you. for they are not to be found in the mirror. no. you have to look much deeper to find what they feed on.

LMFAO. Hahahahhhahahahahhaa. OMG that's too funny. You suck so much it's not funny. Do they feed from another dimension? I'll e-mail you later bastard.

HI - That's what it's all about. That's why peeps who say they're only gonna do one cycle are so full of shit and they don't even know it. Relax though, it'll happen and eventually you'll lose interest for a little while down the road a ways and you'll look back and think, "Holy fuck, I looke damazing." And then it will begin again and you'll strive for perfection again. In all seriousness though, if you ever were happy with your physique, it'd never get to the level you can take it.
 
The only thing that hangs true in all these posts is that you got to work on your self. And if gaining an identity , self esteem and purpose comes through creating the best physique possible thru
training and gear, the so be it.
 
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