Help, crashing hard during pct

[neilium21]

Ive been having problems with anxiety since i came off a 6 week finaplix cycle in march of 2009, my buddy gave me the pellets and said they were ok to eat, and at the time had had no knowledge about steroids use and proper pct...i ate 3 pellets every other day, and a couple weeks after i came off i started getting extreme anxiety and ill feelings that havent seemed to go away since. i just push myself through it now which is very tough at times but u get used to it.....

i just recently came off a 15 week cycle that i started with sustanon , cyp and a ph, and switched to prop tren and var at the end...ive been off for a week now and my anxiety is much worse, and i feel really depressed, i did 2 hcg shots, one my last week, and one with the last shot of tren/prop, and ive been on 40 mgs of nolvadex a day for 4 days...im also running bridge, creatine etc....

my workouts have gone pretty good, tho i hate being in the gym and im miserable, my strength is good, pumps are good, havent lost much except for water weight, erections are normal...but i feel terrrible, i dont kno what to do wtih myself, im out of work at the moment and am too afraid to apply for a job, having trouble sleeping, terrible nightmares i cant seem to shake when i wake up etc... help

 

[DJ_UFO]

How old are you?
Your mistakes in life are suitable for a 10 year old children. Are you confessing that after consuming poison and getting sick, you went ahead and tried it again? and now you ask for "help"? I cannot help a human like that. Using logic and reason, you deserve your current situation. If there is ANY positive opinion that I could give, is to stay away from ANY type of medication or chemical for a long long time. Long time meaning years.

 

[neilium21]

i didnt go back on til after a year after that.....and ofcourse i didnt take the same thing, so no i didnt try ''poison'' again... i dont plan on taking steroids ever again, when u say u reccommend to never take medication for a long time do you also mean like medicine? or steroids and phs? id just like to know why i feel this way....i understand that youre not suppose to take those pellets orally, but i had friends that did it at twice the amount and they didnt have any problems, i told my doctors and eveyrone that i saw that i did it too and they didnt seem to think it had anything to do with that, altho it obviously did, i understand i made a mistake.

 

[DJ_UFO]

Finaplix is the same shit as tren...and you did tren the secind time, so yes you did the same shit again. When I say stay away from medicines, yes I include steroids, prohormones, everything that is not natural. Not even aspirin. Nothing is needed if your carbon unit is in a normal state. I have no idea why you still have those symptoms, however, I have heard of other users having anxiety and other weird stuff after using tren. That shit is poison. We are lucky that if you give your carbon unit enough time and nutrition, it has the ability to repair itself.

 

[ghettostudmuffin]

I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna bother trying tren. Not interested in the sides. I already have an intense aura about me when I'm in the gym. Don't need to be overly aggressive and look like a juiced tard.

Granted, I'm sure that everyone responds differently, but I get the feeling I would get abit to nasty while on the stuff.

Test is best.

I feel like a champ on test.

 

[theemperor]

i didnt go back on til after a year after that.....and ofcourse i didnt take the same thing, so no i didnt try ''poison'' again... i dont plan on taking steroids ever again, when u say u reccommend to never take medication for a long time do you also mean like medicine? or steroids and phs? id just like to know why i feel this way....i understand that youre not suppose to take those pellets orally, but i had friends that did it at twice the amount and they didnt have any problems, i told my doctors and eveyrone that i saw that i did it too and they didnt seem to think it had anything to do with that, altho it obviously did, i understand i made a mistake.[/quote

How old are you and how much was the tren doses?? If you want help, you better come out and be truthful about your age and dosage. No games!!

 

[-SD-]

Im speechless on this one.

 

[REFORMATA]

you need to have a blood panel done and see what the hell is going on in there bro..nolva after a nandrolone...no no no no..never never..never to basically EVERYTHING you did..lol..

You need to spend the rest of your life reading, then in your next life consider using steroids.

 

[Varga]

get some cabergoline and some anti-e. It is possible your hormones are out of range. Actually im pretty sure they are.
Caber take .5mg 2x a week and Anti-e depends which one you have.
Aromasin is my favorite 20mg every 7-10 days.
This should help but if it doesnt seek help bro

 

[-SD-]

go to a urologist and an endocrinologist and spill the beans.