Re: great post
special_bill said:
i see you are in a reflective mood today havoc...oddly enough, so am i...
a year ago i was struggling through my last year of school....strung out on drugs, living a double life....
today things are much better...i have a great job doing molecular biology, i am debt free, i weigh about twenty pounds less, but am comfortable with my appearance...i have a host of real friends who really care about me...i have gained humility and integrity...oh yeah, i no longer screw with the chemicals....i learned a long, painful lessons on my limitations....it's beautiful right now in birmingham....my mom is coming in for dinner tonight, i have a date with a nursing student this weekend...and will finally scrounge up the game to ask this incredibly cute co-worker out for a cup of coffee after work...everyone wish me luck..
peace and contentment to all that seek it...
billy
Great to see that Mr. H, though you never emailed me back you bastard. ;^)
Let's see, slightly over a year ago, I was beyond miserable because of my back. I could not sleep well, couldn't train for shit, my weight eventually dropped from natty 195 to natty 178 (probably lower than that even but I couldnt stand to weigh myself.)
I was lonely, bored, and very unhappy, no car, shitty job....
Now I'm around 200-205, not quite in the best shape of my life yet, I was in better shape before I got really sick a month ago and lost a LOT of weight. (For those of you w/ platnium, compare my pic in my journal to my pic in the pics of members forum.)
My weight has stayed similiar since I hit around 200, but I've increased my muscle maturity, density and quality quite a bit....
I'm still pretty lonely, still struggling with social stuff, single again with a bright future in that area though....I have a very nice car for my age, a relatively good job though working it (GNC) 5x a week + school + trying to balance training, eating 6-7 meals per day, and getting no less than 8.5 hours of sleep at night is wearing on me.....
Havoc, there are some issues regarding spirtuality I would like to discuss with you via email, not sure when I will get around to it to be realistic but I would love your input..thanks.