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Go Back Exactly 1 Year From Now, Any Changes?

Things i lost: my job, my mother, my girlfriend, 40 lbs or so.

Things I gained: true friends, insight, self recognition(this one is an ever growing one).
 
Hmmmm,,, Ive done 2 cycles..so I have a lot more muscle on me, much stronger, I was fired for the first time, I am now unemployed, Ive exp both love and heartbreak, I have more friends and a social life even lol, all that good stuff...My life is nothing like it was a year ago
 
Hmmm....good post, Havoc.

I am much stronger now.
Have put on about 20 lbs or so...not all of it muscle...but I know some of it is or else there would be no strength.
I have a wonderful boyfriend who I see an incredible future with.
I am one year from graduating.
I have found God again...pushed him out of my life for the longest time...but he is back now.
I do not drink nearly as much.
I have made some really wonderful friends just this semester.
I do not enjoy my job, but am hoping to change that.
My relationship with my mother is better....we do not argue as much.

For the most part...my life is heading in the right direction....but I still have a few things that I need to get on the ball with.
 
Re: great post

special_bill said:
i see you are in a reflective mood today havoc...oddly enough, so am i...

a year ago i was struggling through my last year of school....strung out on drugs, living a double life....

today things are much better...i have a great job doing molecular biology, i am debt free, i weigh about twenty pounds less, but am comfortable with my appearance...i have a host of real friends who really care about me...i have gained humility and integrity...oh yeah, i no longer screw with the chemicals....i learned a long, painful lessons on my limitations....it's beautiful right now in birmingham....my mom is coming in for dinner tonight, i have a date with a nursing student this weekend...and will finally scrounge up the game to ask this incredibly cute co-worker out for a cup of coffee after work...everyone wish me luck..

peace and contentment to all that seek it...

billy



Great to see that Mr. H, though you never emailed me back you bastard. ;^)

Let's see, slightly over a year ago, I was beyond miserable because of my back. I could not sleep well, couldn't train for shit, my weight eventually dropped from natty 195 to natty 178 (probably lower than that even but I couldnt stand to weigh myself.)

I was lonely, bored, and very unhappy, no car, shitty job....

Now I'm around 200-205, not quite in the best shape of my life yet, I was in better shape before I got really sick a month ago and lost a LOT of weight. (For those of you w/ platnium, compare my pic in my journal to my pic in the pics of members forum.)

My weight has stayed similiar since I hit around 200, but I've increased my muscle maturity, density and quality quite a bit....

I'm still pretty lonely, still struggling with social stuff, single again with a bright future in that area though....I have a very nice car for my age, a relatively good job though working it (GNC) 5x a week + school + trying to balance training, eating 6-7 meals per day, and getting no less than 8.5 hours of sleep at night is wearing on me.....

Havoc, there are some issues regarding spirtuality I would like to discuss with you via email, not sure when I will get around to it to be realistic but I would love your input..thanks.
 
change? of course. i am in the best shape i have been in years. i am fortunite to have great friends that love me and i love as well. while my faith might not be as strong as it could be, my respect for other people and theirs is. i am doing well in school which is my full time job. my surfing is progressing in the right dirrection daily. i have some very high but realistic goals. and monitarily, while i am not rich by any means i have enough to make it and have some fun along the way. but then again i dont know too many rich students. but in retrospect if you are a philisophical person like myself, then you measure wealth by the amount of success one abtains in a life time. and the deffinition of success is being able to cope with failure when it comes. peace, genxrep :newbie:
 
this time last year i wasn't into clubbing as much, had a job, would never think of doing steriods. other then that, same old shit
 
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