Tolstoy
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Today was my first ever injection. I had to tell someone, I've been holding this inside for a while. Only a few people know I'm doing a cycle.
I have an obsessive personality, so needless to say all day I kept thinking about doing my shot tonight.
To top things off, I searched about 4 different pharmacies today and could only come up with 21G 1.5 needles
So finally get home and start preparing in the bathroom (of my parent's house no less, I'm here temporarily) and while trying to break the neck on my Sust amp, I ****ing crushed it. I took another one an d was filling it, for what seemed like forever, and eventualy got it open.
Now I'm sweating a bit, getting nervous. Draw it up and and about to inject and I only prick my skin
I try again and finaly get in and slide it in. No I'm REALLY sweaty, getting light headed....fumbling a bit trying to aspirate, slides out a bit..DAMN...The I start pushing in the Sust.
Man, I had super anxiety.....but it didn't hurt and as we speak I can feel my cheek getting tense...kind of a nice feeling.
Anyway, did a clean up, and trying not to be paranoid about my mom finding my gear(she's a nurse, she'd freak) funny enough she works at Serono, they make growth hormone
Well, that's it, just needed to get that out of my system.
I have an obsessive personality, so needless to say all day I kept thinking about doing my shot tonight.
To top things off, I searched about 4 different pharmacies today and could only come up with 21G 1.5 needles

Now I'm sweating a bit, getting nervous. Draw it up and and about to inject and I only prick my skin

Man, I had super anxiety.....but it didn't hurt and as we speak I can feel my cheek getting tense...kind of a nice feeling.
Anyway, did a clean up, and trying not to be paranoid about my mom finding my gear(she's a nurse, she'd freak) funny enough she works at Serono, they make growth hormone

Well, that's it, just needed to get that out of my system.