I do believe in fate...everyone seems to come into my life for a reason...some have left without me truely understanding why but overtime I have discovered the reason and need for their presence in my life. I know my lord and savior watches over me closely and has a plan for my future.
Even in my greatest times of struggle I can feel his presence...When someone who was most dear to my heart left my life he was there. I know this because I went to Church and prayed for him to take away the pain. I prayed so hard because I needed a sign, and when I looked up a flash of warm sunlight hit a small tree in the Church and a leaf fell...It was in my mind a "tear"...god feeling my pain. I took the leaf and held it tightly in my hand, later that day a stranger bought me a bookbag (mine was stolen earlier). I broke down and cried, I knew the lord was with me.
I am alone now in terms of a significant other, but I have tons of love from my friends and family...so many people have entered my life, that I would have never met if it were not for such a hardship event that occured in my life, yourself included. Have faith, god has a plan for you....he has a plan for all of us...just wait and see the miracles that are ahead for you. I know this because of the quality of person you are, good things happen to good people.
have faith-