Do you have any Anorexic girls

[covergrl80]

You don't "get over it" like the flu.....

Ok is she still skinny? I know you never get over it but is she ANY better.

 

[cindylou]

So is she ok now?

seems to be.


I her to death, we get along so good now.


Though one of these days I guess she might get the urge again, I dont really understand it at all, or how it works, or if it ever really goes away?

she's actually kinda chunky thou i'd never tell her that

she lost all muscle.....

 

[covergrl80]

Don't mind. I had a lot of things happen, healthwise, that should have been my rock bottom moments. There wasn't really any one thing, any "moment." I just came to the conclusion that I was sick of being sick, feeling powerless, and I wanted to be happy and healthy again. You come to think of your eating disorder as a seperate entity. Another version of you that's in your head telling you what a worthless fat pig piece of shit you are all the time. The reassuring voice that says if you just lose five more pounds, all will be right in the world. I hated the bitch and wanted to be rid of her. (and no, it's not like actually "hearing voices" people lol)

I am not sure how long you were sick, but do you have health issues now because of the life style you used to live?

 

[covergrl80]

seems to be.


I her to death, we get along so good now.


Though one of these days I guess she might get the urge again, I dont really understand it at all, or how it works, or if it ever really goes away?

she's actually kinda chunky thou i'd never tell her that

she lost all muscle.....

Thats great. Nice to here success stories. How long has it been for her?

 

[nefertiti]

Another point - That seperate "you" that is the eating disorder - in some there is less of a seperation of the two so that's where you get the angry hateful speaking, calling people fat. But that's not how she feels....that's the ilness speaking. Inside she's hurting, dying, miserable. I was always able to tell when it was my head being screwy or what was reality, and even then it was incredibly hard to overcome.

 

[nefertiti]

I am not sure how long you were sick, but do you have health issues now because of the life style you used to live?

Nah. I was sick for a comparatively short three/four years with varying spots where I was able to stop for a while, then relapse. I actually told my doctor about it pretty early on and she'd have me in once a month to check all my bloodwork and crap.

 

[cindylou]

Thats great. Nice to here success stories. How long has it been for her?

4 years now

its tough being a twin. They say if u are a twin, one is likely to get it. I cant remember where i heard that, but she got it, lol.

I'll tell u what though, she looks younger than me in the face. Its like she stopped aging for a while. Wierd.

 

[covergrl80]

Nah. I was sick for a comparatively short three/four years with varying spots where I was able to stop for a while, then relapse. I actually told my doctor about it pretty early on and she'd have me in once a month to check all my bloodwork and crap.

It's so god to have a understanding Doctor. I know what it's like to have a few shitty ones.

 

[slat1]

I am sure that is not what they think. Man I feel so bad for them

I cant spell it but how about bullemic girls.
After a while they get that weird layer of fat around their whole body.
Its not attractive.

 

[covergrl80]

4 years now

its tough being a twin. They say if u are a twin, one is likely to get it. I cant remember where i heard that, but she got it, lol.

I'll tell u what though, she looks younger than me in the face. Its like she stopped aging for a while. Wierd.

She never ate therefore she was not putting toxins in her body. Then again your body puts out it's own toxins...... I could be very wrong with that statement, and I am sure someone will be in here to correct it. lol