depressed

[Zyglamail]

Im sure its partially the gear and partially you, big changes in your life over the last year. Ive been where you are, got divorced and had to start over. Kind of liking my freedom, but at the same time as I see my family members (parents, aunts etc) get sick and die I realize that a family is important. As much as I hate to admit I will need help, there will come a day when the support of your familiy will mean the world to you.

Take some time and play with your kid, hug your wife, get her some flowers for no reason and just watch how she responds. Its the simple things in life my man, its the smile on your sons face, the hug from your wife after she gets the flowers (and then asks what you did wrong ). You cant take cars with you, or the money, enjoy what you have.

 

[rodd45]

clomid makes me wish I was dead. One more week left, fuckkkkk.

 

[Nathan]

Give it a few weeks bro. It's more than likely low test levels from the sounds of things. You said you came off right?

 

[MASKEDMAN]

yeah I just came off my cycle. I will be starting the clomid at the end of this week. I am feeling a lot better. Its weird How things work out. My wife and I just went to A.C. for the weekend. It was a blast. We went to the Cashba and it was a great time. I think the combo of the cycle and not really have done anything with my wife alone for over a year(since the birth of my son) was really weighing on me. Thanks to everyone who has responded. This board really rocks and is one of the most supportive of eachother. I hope I too can help someone out the way you all have done. Thanks Masked

 

[madmax22]

I do not have a child but I am married and I have gone through similiar feelings. Coming off of the cycle may have something to do with your depressed feelings, however, it could be just being young and seeing your friends out and about. Trust me you should be happy you have a woman you love and a wonderful child--Your friends are searching for this --even if they act they are not! Eventuallly they will want you already have. You just got there sooner--so be thankful and enjoy life.
These feeling should pass but if they do not see someone. I think you will work it all out!! Take care.

 

[40butpumpin]

Bro, you're in a slump, just hang in there and you'll feel better with time. You'll soon see that what you have is what we all strive for. Having a family that cares for, and relys on you is truly where it's at.

You may very well be clinically depressed, however, and if that's the case, even the best of situations will seem dire to you. So for that reason, if you continue to feel this way for longer than say a few weeks, you should seek medical help. I personally would suggest not jumping too quickly into a med but just use your best judgement.

I just try to leave it all in the gym, that's my advice. I'm 41 with 4 kids so I feel I can relate. Hang in there brother!