The judges were split right down the middle on the whole thing, funny thing is I lost the last one because I was way leaner, but he had me in size, this time, the opposite....
I have decided though, not to do the next show. He will actually be there, and I could come in tighter, and own his ass, but after thinking about all this since yesterday, i realized right now its not worth it. I sacrificed too much, at a time when it was wrong to do it(ie put a ton of cash into it, at a time when my family was hurting for cash), took time away from my family when I shouldnt. I just realized on friday that my son went from single words, to sentences in the past week or so, but missed it because I was too busy with this. Not to mention I got a new job in my field a few weeks ago that I love, and its suffered already because of this, i cant take chances with that. And hell, just by cancelling the next show, I put over $1000 back in my pocket, from lost wages, hotel room, and all the other stuff that had to go in it. My family needs that grand more than a plastic trophy right now anyway