You're too young to be driving yourself this crazy, Iggs.alright, sorry MM. . . .
the thought of the loss of my dick is a bit scary to me.
it doesn't hurt though, just numb, so i think i'm okay.
It's probably numb because you've got swelling, ice it for 15 minutes or so, see if the swelling doesn't go down (but for crying out loud, don't put the ice directly ON your skin, ideally, get a bag of peas ...)
Takes a lot more than some vigorous wanking to make your dick drop off.
If you're really concerned, go to Planned Parenthood, they have sliding scale rates and are a sex health clinic.
If you'd fractured it, you'd have known, you would hear it, and it would hurt.