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Can ecstacy damage be undone? I need to fix myself. Please read and help me out!

I really do not think the E is the main part of your problem. It may have something to do with it but I think there are other factors there. I have done a ton of E and do not have these problems. I have not done E in years.

Go to another doctor and see what he says. Paxil might be your answer. Look at their website if you have questions. It changed my wifes life.
 
This stuff really can cause permanent damage that cannot be reversed.Anti E s can help with depression but brain cells & for the most part memory will not come back.Im 30 & I know alot of guys I use to see eat E alot are struggling now.



I think this post should be moved to the Club & party board so that all the little club kids can read this.
 
Hey, you're where I am except you weren't born like this. If Celexa isn't working, go back to your doc and tell him and ask to try something else. I don't think your stupid it's just everything else is clouding things for you. I'm in jeopardy at work now because I can't do my job. I just can't fucking apply myself. I got yelled at yesterday and picked up the pace for the rest of the day but I'm back to doing jack shit already and don't really give a fuck. Anyway, e-mail me if you want to talk or something. The problems may not be entirely e-related but it sounds like it for the most part in your case. Good luck to you and keep us posted.
 
I took my last hit about 6 months ago and trust me, it will get better. Piracetam helped me a lot. Just accept that you have caused some damage and make the best of it. That is all you can do! Oh yeah, No More Drugs! I've found that even pot is detrimental so I've quit that as well.
 
Man, I feel for ya... I used to hit the NYC scene hard myself and then got into E even harder when I came out to LA. I would get so depressed after doing it that I couldn't even work that monday or tuesday and would just sit in my office and stare. Sometimes I wanted to cry for no reason. I've got everything in the world going for me, except when I was doing lots of E I felt as though the world was crumbling around me... I even physically felt a "drain" type feeling in my frontal lobes...??? Anyway... I stopped that shit and I am feeling so much quicker and witty again. I've done it once in the past 6 months and plan to never do it again. I think it's the worst of the worst. Your head will clear up.. Get involved in things you like.... Get a job and DEFINITELY hit the gym. It will help. ROCK ON
 
Your assuming that your problems come from ecstasy "damage"... I wouldn't do that. First of all, when you were doing E for two years... I bet you didn't think about much else. Going to the club, dancing, loving everyone, feeling great. If you do ANYTHING that single mindedly for two years... you're going to seem "dumb" in other things for a while.

Second of all, your reaction is by no means common, in terms of its severity. I ate 5 rolls a week for two years, and took enormous quantities of acid, coke, speed, the works... I was alway a wierd kid, and I still am. But I haven't had a mental breakdown. I went through serious depression after quitting drugs. Slept for about 4 months, mostly. Then I got some help, got some good anti depressants... and fought my way out of the hole I dug for myself.

Something you have to realize... even if you did "damage your brain", its not really useful to think of things in terms of that. You and your doctor can work on your brain chemistry. You need to work on your thoughts and actions. For a long time, I was convinced that all my problems stemmed from my drug use. There is in fact a syndrome (can't think of it), where people are rendered incompetent because they think they are still affected by drugs they don't take anymore. Sounds like you have this. I started manifesting stronger signs of tic syndrome around the time I quit doing drugs. Now I have pretty regular tics. I was convinced I'd "fucked" my nervous system... and so was everyone I knew... because I had uncrontrollable tics after I stopped doing drugs. Then I read some books about tics and tourettes, and I looked at the childhood histories... about the little warning signs. ANd I realized I had em all. It was always there... and it gets worse in your late teens/early 20s. My suggestion: read like hell about your brain, and about your disorders... and you'll see that its not the E.

I'm sure you're having difficulties. But lets face it: most mental problems really start expressing themselves around your age. No, large quantities of neurotoxic stimulants don't help things... and neither does subjecting your body to the rave life. But you will get better, if its just from the E. Just takes time. And if its not... most people can deal with their disorders fairly well. Its about forming a team with your psychiatrist, and psychologist (if you got two), and working through the shit you were hiding from when you succumbed to drug addiction.

I met a guy once who literally smoked himself retarded, by doing nothing but smoking and selling weed for 10 years. He went to jail... and stopped getting high. He was known as "space cadet", a total idiot. In time, over his 5 year sentence... he read, and read. His mental capacity came back. He's now a lawyer, and a lecturer on the dangers of drug abuse to kids.

This is pretty much a worse case scenario there... this guy. And he came back.

Nerves don't regrow. But MINDS can. Hit the motherfucking books. Stimulate your brain if you want it to grow, just like muscle. In time, if your problems are from drug abuse, then you'll begin to feel more and more "normal." I can't tell you how good a feeling it was, when I realized... I didn't feel the general feelign of malaise known as "fucked up", about a year after I stopped taking drugs. Its a fight. But you can win.

Keep your head up.
 
By the way... Piracetam helps me with my ADD attention span. Ever think that maybe you have ADD, and were self medicating with stimulants to cure the problem...? Thats what I was doing. Now I'm on Adderall and things are super.
 
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