ck I take this to heartck2006 said:Just a little note... You will make a wonderful mother someday, either way it will be!
Your hard work and dedication to yourself and others shows how giving and selfless you are and that is what makes a great mommy. Now you may be confused when I say "dedication to yourself", however, I truly believe all good mommy's take care of themselves to be able to be healthy and lead by example for their children!![]()
for I often here my actions, motives, attitude, esp. lately ... are selfish, shady, and unkind ... you ALL can see I've just been 'lost' in some way ... (please I cannot elaborate any more than that) but this recognition, YES on the internet, YES on a forum, YES from a friend I have never met .. these things mean more than some people will ever realize ... as I find comfort in knowing that since it means so much to me, than why should I really care about another's opinion about my life when I'm trying to find out just who I am, what I am doing, where I am going etc... it all goes back to me just caring more for others... while not caring at times for those right in front of my face ... Things change, people change... such is life... and for words like this, those I call my friends, every day I am given on this Earth, I cherish, value & look forward to... daily
b/c I GET IT .... and some how, some way, that comforts me ... 
***I cannot even kill a bug, seriously, I picked it up, walked clear across my house, and let it outside ... is it even possible for someone like me to ever intentionally hurt another human being whom I love so dearly & unconditionally it literally HURTS?? Add that to my list of things I will just never be able to explain ... IT'S ALL AROUND ME ... ***

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yes back to *class* on Monday. 
