Well Vic... we're gonna have to dig a little deeper here... you don't have to get personal on the thread if you don't want to, just yourself.
What do you want to stop? What areas in your life are unfulfilled? No girlfriend? No career? No friends? School suck?
If you could start over today... what would you want? The question then is... what is it that you feel you are missing, and given the chance to attain whatever it is... what would it be? Right here, right now... decide what it is that you are missing.
Every morning you wake up and roll out of bed Vic... you have the chance to start over. It's true. The decision's you make today, effect tomorrow. It's never too late to start going after what you want. And, if you know what it is that you want, and do you best to attain it every day... the only conclusion is a happy one... a brighter tomorrow.
However, if you never realize what is that you want... and never work towards that purpose, and just assume that the decision's made yesterday are done and final, unable to be changed... how could you expect to ever attain happiness?
You could use a weekend with just you and Mary Jane in the mountains to contemplate your ideas and life. That always helps.
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