. i have understood how u need to have a good base to start with (having already lifted naturally for a few years) ...................i dunno it's sooooo hard to explain where i am, but i'll figure it all out.
Bro... what the fuck are you talkin about? Having already lifted naturally for a few years. Jesus, you are 14yrs old. I am 35 and have been at it since I was 13yrs old. I can tell you now that you know nuthin about your body, how it REALLY responds to reps, sets, heavy, light, diet, aerobics, etc. etc. etc. I know how you feel man. You want to be big and be big now. I just did my first cycle after 22yrs of lifting naturally and you know what. Because I took the time to learn about my body I can truly say that I have made an educated decision and my gains are real and because I have spent the time my gains will stay. If you decide to do this now, not only will you not keep any of the gains but you will likely mess up you endocrine system to the point that lifting, either on roids or naturally might never be an option. Please bro, reconsider. Do the right thing and earn the respect of others and yourself first. (Jesus I sound like my fuckin father) Peace The Bus