what started as a horrible ngith turned into a great one. i ended up seeing a good old friend when i ran out real quick. it was so nice to see him. Then my friend from school sopped by, and we ended up having one of the best conversations. She totally realates to me. She too has sucidal tendencies, i feel better knowing i am not the only one. And now not only i but also she has someone we can talk to about this.