this is a hard thread to write. i just had a talk with my wife and my mother and they are worried about my health and also they see me changing for the worst. my steroid use is having a negative impact on my family. my family means the world to me and there is nothing that i would ever put before them. that includes my muscles and future in bodybuilding. i have decided to give it all up. my whole point in the steroids was to push my already verry large size to the freakish point and use it to try to go pro and who knows how far it would go. without gear it wouldnt happen. so i have decided to give it all up and just be a healthy guy and have more time to invest into my step kids and wife. this is my biggest acomplishment in life any way and worth far more than even an olympia title ever could. i may come back to visit here from time to time but it wont be nearly as often as i have been.
so to all ef staff and members thank you for everything and i wish you the best of luck in your fitness goals and every aspect of your lives. you guys really do mean a lot to me.
so to all ef staff and members thank you for everything and i wish you the best of luck in your fitness goals and every aspect of your lives. you guys really do mean a lot to me.