I think i know what my problem is though.
Im too serious about life. Everytime someone makes a funny comment, im already thinking about how its not gonna be that funny before he even says it. I think this happened to me ever since i did ecstasy, which i stoppped now. Weed also gave me a weird feeling so i quit that too after 6 months everyday blunts.
I want to relax, not think so much, and actuallylisten to people. But i also want to laugh at things that are funny, not just because i feel like i need to. I want confidence, and i know im good looking and strong, physically imn confident, but mentally im smart enough to realize life but that makes me think too much. Might just be that im 19, but any suggestions on confidence?