Im assuming you are on TX so coffee isnt gonna be easy hah....I was in Dallas this summer, might be there next summer too if you are in that area.
Yes I was on HRT before I got the gonads to try AAS. Prior to that never needed them, daydreamed about them of course and super curious...but I was 230-245 and could clean, squat, and deadlift a house as long as I ate, supplemented, and lifted heavy.
Once I got on HRT, then I got ever more super curious...and then the more I read forums like this one to learn about HRT, since steroid folks seem to know more about hormones than most doctors, ah the bug bit I guess...Ive still been conservative though, and since size isnt an issue I doubt Ill try things beyond Primo, Mast, Var, EQ, Tren in tiny tiny doses, and other orals. If I want size for me its lift heavy barbells and eat meat, and lots of protein shakes....but getting leaned out and cut up is a different story! That forces me to do lots of conditioning, be stricter with carbs, calories, etc.