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I feel so fucking bad

Sounds cliche but it all sounds like low self esteem. You need the self validation that youre "the man" after hooking a woman, then its on to the next one because you have to keep stroking that fragile ego with woman after woman after woman. Also the non stop juicing= low self esteem as well. Obtaining that body all ties into hooking the women also. Same with all the blustering hot air you spew on the internet with the fake pics. All linked to low fragile self esteem and the need for self validation.

yep
 
Cindy, Feedz and Smurf thanks for the input. I honestly do want a relationship that works. I cant talk to women in a non sexual sense. I can't be honest about my feelings. It's like I went in this constant protective state of mind, I am trained to react, no emotion, no regret, and steer clear of situations that involve emotional attachment. It's like you see a bunch of dead kids, you ignore it cause it makes you weak and consumes your thoughts and you have no room for anything but acheiving the mark. I brought this shit back with me and I view everybody in my life as an obstacle to avoid, but there is really not a mark or a misson here to achieve. I understand things like this but my mind doesn't work like a normal every day persons. My mind doesn't even work like an average military persons mind, this is why I was able to do what I done, it's a fucked up state of being that not everyone can get to. Thats why there I was special, here I'm just a fucked up guy looking for the one person to love me past what I am. I don't know sometimes I think I'm just an asshole cause I have a half ass excuse to be one. regardless I don;t wanna hurt the people in my life anymore. I've all but stopped joosing and I'm serious about changing before it's too late.

instead of a therapist, find an english teacher to teach you how to use paragraphs.
 
I also bought me another 4door white z71 and a new F150 sitting on 20's. My whips ease my pain and Lil Beezy likes picking which whip to drive . I've pretty much put my heart and soul into my kids, they are the things that never get old to me. I enjoy watching them achieve their goals and become talented humble young adults. They have every aspect of their father that is good, and not one aspect of what is bad. I am thankful for that.

That last part is thanks to their mother.
 
Dont listen to all the Freuds up in here trying to diagnose you without knowing your personal, medical and family history bro, look for a therapist who's experienced and trained to help you

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