Cheer me up.

[nefertiti]

Might be willing to call one of the girls.....wont be able to cry with one of the fellas though.

 

[samoth]

I taught myself very young to bury emotions as a coping mechanism. Pain sits in my stomach like a pit....a physical illness. I need help to get past the barriers I learned to put up at an early age. I hate it, it's not that I'm not feeling it. I am. I just can't get it out, release it, unless I have the right prompts from the right person. Or the hurt becomes so acute that I can't subconsciously hold it in.

I have some people I could talk to but I don't want to call anyone this late.

This would be as good a time as any to unlearn harmful practices and work on breaking down those archaic mental barriers.

Define the issue. Look at the causes, the effects, what could have been done, what was done, and what causes the negative emotions in you that you subconsciously bottle up. Stand up. Face them. They cannot harm you, but how you handle them can.

 

[puddlemonkey]

Is that what that sound is when I call you?

where do you think that jizz came from?

 

[puddlemonkey]

call feedz, she seems trustworthy.

 

[EnderJE]

 

[nefertiti]

This would be as good a time as any to unlearn harmful practices and work on breaking down those archaic mental barriers.

Define the issue. Look at the causes, the effects, what could have been done, what was done, and what causes the negative emotions in you that you subconsciously bottle up. Stand up. Face them. They cannot harm you, but how you handle them can.

believe me, samoth, I'm trying like hell. I hate being like this.

 

[-SD-]

go diving and beat teh shit out of a great white, that should get the old blood going

 

[miplank]

where do you think that jizz came from?

You owe me 9.95/min

 

[samoth]

I hate being like this.

Then take the steps to change this.

Nobody said it's going to be easy, especially if they are skills honed from youth.

Why do you hate being like this? What's really causing that emotion? What will it take to overcome it?

Take charge of your emotions. Make your thoughts about yourself strengthen you. What you picture in your mind will be your reality. You must change the negative images in your mind.

 

[AFeedz]

call feedz, she seems trustworthy.

Obv I'm gonna call. Nef is one of my faves.