All Natural Not Concentr8
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You have the consider the possibility that God does not like you, he never wanted you. In all probability, He hates you. This is not the worst thing that can happen. We don't need Him. Fuck damnation, man. Fuck redemption. We are God's unwanted children? So be it.
It's only after we've lost everything, that we're free to do anything.
Quotes from Tyler
elijah said:
Did you bother to read my post?
I believe because (warning reason coming up) God worked powerfully in my life, doing things that I could never do. Inner strength or not, you don't just get out of withdrawls from a hardcore drug addiction like I had. Ask any doctor. 3 months of being high on opium/crack/cocaine/xanax/pot/shrooms/acid in 4 hit doses no problem. Andy any combination of the above. Granted the xanax on isn't really withdrawl inducing but if you know jack about opium, crack or coccaine especially when your messed up on it for months straight you know you just don't walk away no matter your inner strength. It takes a miracle to do that. Even that aside the complete change in my mind, while there is no way I can prove that I went from being
1. Addicted to drugs
2. Chasing sex constantly
3. Stealing for the fun of it
4. Not caring about others enough to rape somone I loved
5. 150 lb over weight
6. Eating like a pig, even while on crazy amounts of amphetamines
7. Eating shrooms in 7 gram doses and not really noticing much
8. Mastrubating on a very regular basis even while having a normal sex life
9. Fighting for the fun of it
to none of that, and being rather offended at who I used to be and disgusted by so much of who I was.
Laugh, make fun, hate, disbeleive me. Do whatever you want thats the free will part of God's plan. But I beg you listen to what I"m telling you, God is real, He loves you, and the peace he brings can never be taken away.
I mean really you all talk about how its the easy way for weak people. Look around following God isn't the easy way here, I'm argueing with half the board, standing up against the sexual current, and speaking what I know in my heart despite the ridicule it brings. Truely seeking God is not an easy path, but nothing will ever turn me from it.
You are all in my prayers, please let God work in your lives. The reason people can't explain it to you is because God is beyond our words, you can't say how the Holy Spirit feels, or how His love changes you. God calls us to faith, not to a cold calculating religion, its so much deeper than that. Kind of like the difference between having sex with a hooker, and making love to your wife. There is something that that can't be explained only fealt.
It's only after we've lost everything, that we're free to do anything.
Quotes from Tyler