Who were you in high school and

[Sub-Zero]

i would've started lifting seriously, eating right, and making gains. if i would've done that then the right way, i would've grown a lot, and been more verbally and physically aggressive with people. oh well, i've just got to do it now. makes tracking down people that pissed me off during high school harder to find, but i'll get to them all some day. they'll all regret even looking at me funny by the time i'm done.

yeah i need to be more agressive..

i think everyone should encourage me to go beat up a person a week, and give me missions to do at school...

like ask a random hot girl out even if i dont even know them, or go pick a fight and lose or mack on a teacher and stuff like that

 

[hanselthecaretaker]

I was more or less the class clown. Always cracking jokes being a wiseass, staying after class. Semi popular, nothing like a jock though. A few girls I crushed on I think were curious about me, I was kind of a closed book. I regret not showing some of them my interest. I think the antidepressants I were on may have backfired in a way. Oh well. I think everything happens for a reason. I don't want to bother thinking about if anything would be any different now if I made different choices back then.

 

[Beachbum1546]

I'll try to make this quick. I am girl crazy! I am always looking at chicks wanting to hook up. i dont care to do anything else besides being on the prowl. Problem is, i am shy. I had a HUGE crush with the same girl through the 4 years of HS. She knew me and we talked rarely but she had a bf for those years. i despretely wanted her to like me. the reason why i was never outgoing with chicks is that i am extremly self-conscious about how i look. i remember in the 2nd grade (yes i was 7) we had a field trip to the local pool. i didnt want to take off my shirt because i didnt want anyone to look at me. weird thing is, i am not fat or skinny just plain.
so, i thought if i would look good she would like me so i began to workout after school. i busted my ass. it was the only thing i cared about. i would be in near tears squatting, Dl'ing, running for hours around the school track by myself, whatever it was, from so much pain but i just had her in my mind and i pushed on. that is the reason why i started to work out; to look good for a girl. well 5 years later, i still bust my ass almost to tears wanting to have the perfect body so chicks will like me. after all these years i still feel the same way i did in second grade.

 

[Robert Jan]

Its true that the rejected youth can become the best friends. I think it was a guy on Elite who sayd, get to know a guy who's had his head flushed down the toilet a few times, youll have a friend for life.

 

[tiger88]

i miss high school alot


i loved HS

 

[Becoming]

Crak600- damn bro- that is rough... I had to move around a lot all through school and had glasses when I was a kid (contacts by 9th grade), so I learnd to float wherever I landed... but there was nothing better than pounding the crap out of some jerkoff kid that thought they were hot shit and picking on some other kid... Actually there was nothing better than putting them in their place, I went out of my way for that shit... I think you would have thought I was an alright dude if we woudl have went to the same HS...

and as for the quote below...

oh, and when i was in 9th grade, we had the most popular kid in junior high blow his brains out one morning before school (our junior high was 7, 8, 9th grades). he did it at home. he had been one of the people that had made smartass comments to me in grade school.

I guess we know who the real pussy was now don't we?

 

[Buddy_Christ]

Becoming - it was an interesting event when he blew his head off. was towards the end of the year. we were having the '9th Grade Formal' that night. all day throughout the school there were rumors that he was dead. they had yanked his sister out of class at about 10am, she was hysterical (and had every right to be). the rumors were a car accident.

bout 2pm that afternoon, they herded all the 9th graders into the auditorium. the principle got on the PA system and told the entire school that he was no longer with us, but didn't say what happened. i was kind of shocked, and at the same time waiting to hear how he died so i knew where to direct my emotions.

bunch of us got together at a friend's house that night. the track team had been out on a day long meet, when they got back to the school, they were told what happened. they were also told it was a self-inflicted gunshot wound. we got a phone call at my friend's house wondering if we had heard and they told us what they were told (i don't know for sure if it was a shot in the head or not.)

once i heard that, i felt bad for the family, and then started thinking about how much of a pussy this kid must've been inside. to have it all on the outside, everything that most people would've killed for, and to give it all up like that.

by the following year he was forgotten. after 9th grade, the high school was our junior high and another junior high. there wasn't even a mention of his name until senior year, when they dedicated a page in the yearbook to him. glad i didn't buy that yearbook. i would've been pretty pissed if i had bought it to have a whole page dedicated to someone that took their own life.


bout the rest of it....the "to kill" list has never gotten any smaller. no names will ever come off.

need more ammo.

 

[Becoming]

.....

yeah screw that yearbook crap...

we had a kid get blasted in 9th at a school I went to, but it was by a bunch of gangbangers and they dumped his bullet riddled body out on the schools front lawn...

funny cause we had gotten in a fight at the very end of the year there in 8th- some gangbanger dude has busted one of my football buddies in the face in the hallway- so there was a fight (of course) a bunch of us were all waiting outside after practice with bats and shit waiting for these punkasses... then these two cars pull up and the dudes start getting out -at the exact same moment, the principle and a bunch of security dudes come out and pull us (not the gangbang dudes) into the gym - call the police, and our parents to come pick us up, etc etc...

anyway- we moved right after that (at the end of the school year)- but the kid that got blasted got smoked by one of the same dudes we were fighting with right at the start of the next year... the word was he got shot like 15-20 times I heard from one of my buddies...

might have been lucky the principle came out after all...