MsCinduLou I have been drinking so yu will forgive what I am about to say as it is NOT an afront to you personally.
Your heart is tremendous.
Your intentions are honorable.
Your loyalty is fierce.
But by your definition you are pretty much describing ALL christians.
If there is a god I have NO DOUBT you are going to heaven because YOU are such a good person
But you are too brilliant to be limited by the negative asshole leaches that cling onto Christianity.
Interestingly enough No One said I would JOIN a cult. I find this to be praise of the highest order. Means that I could begin MY OWN CULT.
Good news is that anyone in my *cult* would never be MADE to stay because of guilt or retribution and there would be ZERO focus on negative bullshit mindcontrol.
all this from a woman who is admittedly impaired as she typed.