i miss the consistent, passionate sex. and waking up next to somebody you care about everyday.
I also miss someone i can be completely uninhibited with (good and bad) that understands me. and that extra motivation to be successful
as much as new pussy is nice, its not as intense as someone you love. and you're just like "whatever" in the morning or when going to bed with them.
i do enjoy the freedom. theres not as many joint decisions or drama..but being single has its own dramas attached to it.
the variety is nice and so are the endorphins of connecting with new people, but having to go through so much other bullshit to find that is draining. reminds me of getting burnt out in sales
the more i think about it, the more i realize im a creature of habit. im dating like 4 girls right now and i dont enjoy it at all. several different sources of vag and entertainment, but i feel like i'm settling with most of them anyways.
i rather have 1 just awesome one