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Today would have been my dog's birthday....

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or is I guess. unfortunately i'll never be able to see him again. i feel like such a weak pussy right now

i can let go of alot of the ruthless, cold and manipulative things my ex girlfriend did to me towards the end of our relationship, but taking him away from me if something i'm not sure i'll ever get over.

i feel like a parent that had their child kidnapped by the other spouse. The little fucker was literally like a son...my ex couldn't have children so we always joked around that we didn't need children because we had him. he was definetely spoiled like a kid.
we'd take him with us to this badass argentinian steak house(outdoor seating) on his bday and give him his own little plate lol...he used always eat dinner with us and i took his ass literally everywhere. people probably thought i was a fag carrying around a pomeranian, but who cares. all the women loved him and he had like a radar for hot girls when my girlfriend wasn't around. would always go up to them intentionally, i dont know why.

I was never a dog person, but he was the sweetest, cutest and most warm/charismatic animal i have ever seen in my life.. i mean really,one a million. everyone that ever met/saw him instantly fell in love with him and he always had a perma doggy grin on.

for awhile i was hell bent on going to court and getting him back or at least getting to see him (bitch won't have anything to do with me seeing him unless a court says so)...but midway i realized i couldn't take care of him alone working 50+ hours a week and going out on the weekends.
Even joint custody and having to put him a flight back and forth from atlanta to miami/fort lauderdale every month or so would make him schizophrenic (from what i read). i have his AKC papers, all his vet bills...but i dropped it because i didn't want him to see him suffer or go through any bullshit....he doesn't deserve it. it was a concious decision i made for his own benefit, but i can't say that makes it any easier

bleh..thinking about it is making me cry. someone give me a shot of test.
:bawling:
 
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