This may not sit well but....

[lucabrasi]

lucabrasi Let me make sure I understand you, your saying "It was fun to do really dumb and harmful shit that you regret while on a booze, drugs and gear." Sounds like your abuseing several things (which usually includes the people around you) and that you think of it as fun raises a red flag for your future behavior. Perhaps counciling?

yeah, i guess that is what im saying. and yes, i was abusing a truck load of shit. of course, it did have a lot to do with the people is around. i think the main thing i was trying to say though that it WAS fun, back then. that shit doesn't happen now. it could, but i don't feel that way anymore. that was at like 20, i'm 27. over 7 years, a lot of shit happens and you learn a lot.

it just raises a question in my head sometimes knowing that juice had such an effect on me....an effect that i craved. and now, i do it right. but i still had experiences that tought me, without a doubt, to be able to have 100% control over it or else it was bad instead of good.

so many heads use it, and use it the wrong way, for the wrong reasons, and it f's em up a little.

wasn't at all trying to glorify being a fucking animal that does everything that comes their way and think its cool or fun.

 

[lucabrasi]

Hope you have changed your way of thinking bro cause this is the kind of shit that fuels the media hype and the haters against the people that just want to enjoy this lifestyle to the fullest with out having the fucking feds and the popo and goverment on a witch hunt for us.

i had to change my life, that was then this is now.Yeah man, that is the shit that fuels the media and nerds who have no idea, but that's reality. But people do stupid shit while on and it will always be that way. It takes time to learn. For me, it made me do shit i normally woudn't have. that's it. i just wanted to put it out there for others that are doing it too. I'm just the type of guy that analyzes shit and doesn't want to look away when i know that theres shit in my body that's making me act a certain way. it's inevitable but it's not a bad thing by any means and as long as i know that, i'm good. it's like anything else you put in your body...weed, coke, brew, depressants....it all changes you in a way that you wouldn't be that way if you didn't put in your body. in a way this is my way of preaching to myself so i stay cool.

media and haters will always talk shit because they have no fucking clue what aas is about on the most simple level. that's why they have such a grudge....they'd love to do it but theres people who can and those who can't.

"rolleyes" - did you reall do that?

 

[Sir-Que]

This thread is a classic reason why WE stay in the hot seat....

SQ

 

[biggsben]

I have not had any changes in personality, except for how I act with women, I am much more confidant while on, feel huge and intimidating. never have any problems with fighting, but I am also 6'4" 305lbs and looking pretty intimidating(solid) so that might squash some altercations before they happen. by the way on 50mg winny ED and 50mg tren ED but the tren got bumped to ~75mg ED at week 6 of a 8 weeker because the tren changed and wanted to make sure the dosage was still good(home brew).

 

[DIVISION]

have you done some really dumb and harmfull shit while you've been on and you know it's because you are on? But at the same time you brush the shit off and don't even want to acknowledge that gear is why it happened? But deep down you know?

I'm not trying to be negative here by any means but i've done some bad shit while on and i know that was the cause. It took me about a year to even consider the thought in my mind after it happened.

Main reason - booze, drugs + gear = a catostrophe waiting to happen.

But that's me. I used to get buckled 2-3 times a week while doing juice and i did a lot of shit i regret. Maybe that's just me though. Needless to say, I'll never be that way again. It was fun though.

Luca

Gear, alcohol, drugs will only bring out what's already inside......

If you're an asshole, the gear will only amplify that if you let it.

You can't use AAS/Alcohol/Drugs as a crutch for your behaviour.




DIV

 

[sparetire]

Gear, alcohol, drugs will only bring out what's already inside......

If you're an asshole, the gear will only amplify that if you let it.

You can't use AAS/Alcohol/Drugs as a crutch for your behaviour.




DIV

is that your excuse! lol.. j/j div..haven't seen you in a while..

 

[DIVISION]

is that your excuse! lol.. j/j div..haven't seen you in a while..

...and the wheelz go round and round.......

nah, I have no excuse actually, bro.

I'm an asshole, on AAS or not.....




DIV

 

[marshallmadman]

...and the wheelz go round and round.......

nah, I have no excuse actually, bro.

I'm an asshole, on AAS or not.....




DIV

You got that right!

 

[silverbackn]

I can't say that being on affects my aggression unless I'm in the gym. I feel focused and confident. I might have a small chip on my shoulder, but I have never been in an altercation because of it. I feel pretty euphoric most of the time, I am a pretty happy guy though. I am pretty non-confrontational. I don't get set off by much, I don't feel threatened by a whole lot. It takes something like racism, someone attacking a family member or friend, or beating a woman or child to make me lose my shit.

 

[Goldprospector]

I agree with DIV in saying that gear will only enhance what is already inside of you... It is just a matter of whether you can control it or not, but then with Drugs and booze involved, I can see why it can't be controlled. So I think you first statement:

have you done some really dumb and harmfull shit while you've been on and you know it's because you are on?

is totally bullshit and negative about the use of AAS. I would say that it was just as possible that your drug and booze abuse would be just as likely of a culprit.