The sad reality of coming off a high-dosed Androgenic cycle

[nadr7891]

JA:

i feel for you, i really do. i had my problems with rec drugs/alcohol in the past but it's been over 7 years since i touched anything. i've wondered about the wisdom in my use of AAS but i've tried to go into it with my eyes fully open. so far i don't feel that i've abused them; i've been very careful. but i do worry about it sometimes.

you can email me or pm me anytime if you think it would help. we prolly have a lot in common.

Nadr

 

[twistedneck]

good luck, hang in there. The body is capable of coiming back from almost anything. It might be good to take up a project that is away from women since i bet your libido is in the toilet. I got rid of my girl for a while when i had a bad crash..

 

[Dial_tone]

This is a good lesson for people. I hope things work out, JA.

(low dose for life, baby)

 

[_Yossarian_]

The notion that Androgel is non supressive was started by resident T-Mag nit-wit Cy Wilson and various internet gurus have been parrotting it ever since. Androgel has a half life of 48 hours so morning administration means nothing. It will supress since you'll be on exogenous testosterone on a constant basis, which is not want you want if you want to recover.

Juice: it sounds like you have a compusive personality which has led to a substance abuse problem. I know you crashed hard from a heavy cycle just a few months ago and were planning on doing a ligher, more anabolic cycle, but instead went right back to a long high dosed cycle. This is something that has nothing to do with steroids or HPTA or recovery. It sounds like a personal psycological disorder that requires professional help -- and I'm not big on therapy, but in your case, it may help. I hope so.

At this point, god knows what your hormones are going through and how, when and if you'll ever recover. Stop using more drugs to fix the problems of other drugs. Go natural for a while. Get healthy. And get help bro. Feel better.

This sounds pretty on point to me JA, how old are you bro? Is HRT a viable option or are you too young to start thinking about it?

 

[plex1500]

JA I have a friend in the same boat as you...just find a way to drop the rec. drugs! It takes time and focus...maybe use bodybuilding as a tool to keep you clean. Do not waste your juice by mixing with rec drugs. I know it is easier said then done!My buddy was put on 300mg of wellbutrin and in a few weeks was a new man. Take fonz and ironmasters advice also! Most of all know that this will pass and one day you will use your knowledge of climbing out of this whole to help another bro out! You always have us guys here on the board! We are all linked in a strange way and feel your pain.Keep your head up and hit the gym and get away and get some rest.
GOOD LUCK ! WE NEED YOU HERE!

 

[T2O]

Wow I can't understand a lot of things on this board....... I will just say I agree with Nelson on this one and I can't understand.........well fuq it never mind

 

[jonny jacked]

juice, I work in addiction management.
shoot me a pm if you would like to chat

 

[Ashamed]

Nelly have many jobs and names.

 

[princeton]

I agree with nelson also. Less drugs and stay as natrual as posible. MAybee try looking at the root of the problem instead of the side effects of all the drugs. Lots of vitamin C and exercise. Most drugs just give a false perception of reality IMHO.
Get better

 

[DepressiveJuice]

wow. you've posted numerous times about having problems with your wife. going by the attitude you display on this boad, it does seem like you have problems which are only being made worse with drugs. i wouldnt blame your wife if she left you.