we cant leave often
im pretty sure they have GPS systems on both our cars, maybe with only a mile radius, so they have to trail us when we leave
we dont fucking do anything man
go to the store, test drive some new acrua cl type s
they are sweet, but the dealerships are fuckoffs
we just want to live our fucking normal lives but we cant go out to eat with having some jackass ppolice surveilance on us
no fun man, no fun
cant ignore that shit either cuz the trails (anaonymous , random cars) cb the police and then we get pulled over for BULLSHIT
so dread lord cant drive his camaro anymore, racked up 5 tickets in a day
the acura we have is wrecked as shit, but its only cosmetic. it still looks horrible though
so we are fucking shut ins
dread lord has some sort of new cleaning obsession, so i let him run around and have at that
i dont have much to do
i post on here every so often, and really really REALLY appreciate the support i get from you guys
vengeance is bliss. anyone who says otherwise has never seen pain.
i have not yet gotten my vengeance, maybe i never will, but it remains. he will get what is coming.
we werent sure if the resident cops bugged our apartment during the many searches they did while we were gone
but they ran out of search warrents because they couldnt find anything (DUH!!!) so the last resort now was they got either the apartment owner (senile old man) or the meth addict maintenance man to come in and do a very strange "inspectioin"
mother fuckers
every bit of our privacy has been totally destroyed, that is fucking shit
i AM PISSED OFF AND LETTIN IT OUT
im doing better mentally. i had to stop taking that fucking antipsychotic drug, it helped at first, but then it really did start making me a snappy bitch for no reason. i quit last night and feel better already
come on god, drop some good fortune on me or something
my poor sweetheart kitten that has heart problems looks like he isnt going to hang in much longer

im real sad, but dont want to talk to orthink about that
best cat in the fucking world..............
he just seems to be getting alot weaker and weezing more..

as long as he isnt suffering, we wont put him down. he is doing ok enough to hope that is not too soon
arg... life is a real bitch ya know
everyone has their own problems, but damn, life really likes to take bigger shits on some people than others.
adios