status report
for the past four days or so dread lord and myself found our sanity slip slip slipping away into oblivion..
psychosis began to creep in
nothing we could do but hold each other and try to fight it off
my new drugs from the psychiatrist are now helping me immensely
i feel much much better now. not "happy", no, no.. just normal i would say
i'll spare you the details of what insanity is like. but watching yourself fall into it's trap is very very scary, indeed..
we both got to release alot of pent up anger and that made both of us feel alot better too
now, we are just trying to lay back and let things flow.
i will likely not know any details as to the status of my sexual assault case, i.e. when/if the guy has been arrested or if he has even given his sworn affidavit
we did return his drivers liscense, so now our aggravated robbery charges should be dropped (dunno havent heard anything about that either)
we are still under police surveilance. apparently they think we are some sort of drug kingpins, lol. try a little harder, craig.
our only solace is each other. we plan on getting married soon. we tried to yesterdday but the couthouse closed at 4:30 and we got there at 4:37. so maybe some other time.