I'm meeting with the atty Thursday morning. It's the only day I don't have Q, and I don't think that's something she needs to hear. I'm really stressed and nervous about the whole thing. School started yesterday and while I'm studying it just feels like I'm seeing print but it bounces off of my eyes back onto the page without being absorbed. I don't want it to get ugly, but I don't see how it couldn't be. When I made my appointment the atty sounded really calm and confident about everything and said as long as I'm telling the truth about everything and her family will be on my side if needed, I could probably get full custody if I pushed for it. Problem is, if I push for that as a dad in Utah it looks like I'm trying to take my daughter away from her mother and it looks bad for me. Even though she leaves her a lot, has overdosed her and left her in her vomit, etc.
I'm just really happy to be moving forward with it and I can't tell you how thankful I am for all you guys have done. I've been in such a miserable funk for the last 2+ years and this has restored my faith in a number of things. I've even stopped killing the homeless. I just mame them.