freakazoid
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ortiz34 said:whoa bro! You read me all wrong. I meant you want to fight the battle of bringing your life back into shape. I have battled substance abuse nearly 12 years now bro so I know EXACTLY how you feel.
i am verry sorry,i mistook your post as insinuating i wanted to fight but i understand where you were going with it now.the last thing i want is enimies right now but i am a bit agitated and i guess i am looking to deep for negative.it took alot for me to post on here because of posting here in my steroid days and always seemed to get into an arguement with some dillhole over somthing that didnt amount to a hill of beans.i wish i had just a bit of that drive and ambition i had then,i am 33 and feel my life is over meaning i have lost all drive,ambition,love of life and i am tired of feeling this way.sorry again for misunderstanding you,if you have battled it for 12 yrs you deffenately understand me to some degree.