the bigger I get the smaller I feel...

[instant.muscle]

http://www.amazon.ca/exec/obidos/AS...561/ref=sr_8_xs_ap_i1_xgl/701-7493111-2738751

It's a good read

thanx man ur post helped me!

 

[dr0832]

Yeah forget about how you feel. If your 250 or 220 even and people tell you look like a monster, then there no lying to you. Just get it through your head. This si sounding like some psychological disease like anorexia nervosa.

 

[Apexx]

Stay away from the scale, I swear that thing is evil.

I use to step on that thing every night and it drove me crazy. Now I only weigh myself once every two weeks. The mirror and input from others is a much better gauge of how ur training is coming along.

I doubt any of us will truly be satisfied.....ever.

 

[n1tro]

I have to agree with many of you guys. The possibliity of some form of depression is very possible. I have thought about it many times. My mood swings in general can be out of control, one second I feel pumped up and good about myself and within minutes I'll feel completely unsatisfied with myself to the point of suffering. I feel like it may be due to taking gear, I have nothing to back this claim up but I think I may have been more confident before I started using, even though I'm twice the size I am now compaierd to 5 years ago.

The scale always pisses me off, never heavy enough. But the mirror is where I get my real satisfaction....when my mind isn't fucking with me anyways.

 

[concordsize]

lol same here guys!!

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[StereOMaN]

I swear to god while I am running a cycle and I start to grow the bigger I get the smaller I feel everytime.

How about using some HCG? Sorry bro couldn't resist!

 

[SpencerJ]

How about using some HCG? Sorry bro couldn't resist!

LOL

 

[n1tro]

How about using some HCG? Sorry bro couldn't resist!

bastard!....

 

[Raptorex]

Not me. I am not that big, but I am ripped and people always assume I look bigger than I am. I am under 200 lbs and look bigger than most 250 lbs bloated guys . Bodybuilding is all about illusion. I do not believe in bulking either. what is the point. I like being in shape year round for the beach.

Exactly the same here...around 200 and blow away fat 240-250s...Went to the Frank Zane Experience...he told me that it is all an illusion.

Peace Out!

 

[DerekRF]

Hang out with guys who are smaller than you. Most of my friends are the average college guy (out of shape partiers). Makes me feel better!