the bigger I get the smaller I feel...

[Nighthawkk]

For those that suffer Body Dysmorphic Disorder (a.k.a. "Adonis Complex"), which would probably be around 99% of bodybuilders, including myself...try taking before and after pictures of your pre and post-cycle body. I swear that even though you may see no progress during the cycle in the mirror each day, you WILL see the progress in the after picture if your diet, training, and dosing was in order. I know this has helped many guys here maintain a positive self-image and motivation for their future bodybuilding goals. Good luck!

 

[bas4lizzife]

it's hard to fully take in all the compliments you get, ive found. I was running track at about 180 just this past march and now im up to about 220 at 6'0, probably around 11-12% and I feel small but all I hear from friends is how big I'm getting, and i'm noticing different reactions from people in the street if i bump into somebody for example. it's a mind fuck, because it feels great getting compliments and seeing the look on the faces of girls you havent seen in a while but once you get home and its you and the mirror again you think youre not big enough.

 

[HGH man]

I was at the gym today working my arms out and I swear they looked bigger then I ever saw them .I was talking to this girl how was doing cardio and she said, your huge. It's hard to feel big about yourself when there is always someone bigger. At 5' 9",197# and 11% Bf and 54 years old ,I look better then most guys my age.

 

[bas4lizzife]

At 5' 9",197# and 11% Bf and 54 years old ,I look better then most guys my age.

I'm sure you look better than most guys ANY age. keep up the good work!

 

[BOOEY]

It sucks bro, I get like that too. The best thing to do is just use it as motivation to keep training hard and eating right.

 

[Anthony Starks]

I swear to god while I am running a cycle and I start to grow the bigger I get the smaller I feel everytime. Today is day 13 of my prop/Npp 150mg each ed as well as 50mg of dbol a day. Its friday night and all I could do is go to the gym, no desire to go out and party at all. I usually go out at least once a weekend but I just dont want to put any additional stress on my body right now.

No offense, but a lot of you guys are acting like anorexic little girls. Are you really that unhappy with yourselves? If so, you might have issues that even a gram of test a wekk are not going to cure. Sorry for the reality check.

 

[renda]

Alrite M8 I Couldnt Help But Read Your Message... What U Meen U Feel Small, Emotionally Or Phisically?both? My Names Renda By The Way.

 

[Laser]

possesion equals obsession and obsession equals depression

 

[courtneybcca]

Have any of you considered the fact that the steroids might be causing this…. I did a cycle of whinny this past may because I was on a crazy cutting diet and a friend suggested that I take whinny to keep my lean muscle on. By the end of the cycle I was about ready to cry at any giving moment. And just like you guys are saying even though I looked the best I had in months I thought I looked like shit. When people complemented me I thought they were lying and making fun of me. For this reason I will never touch steroids again.

 

[got2getripped]

For this reason I will never touch steroids again.

What are you doing on this forum then?

The bigger I get the better and bigger I feel. I on the other hand want to be a 300 pounder eventually.This one guy told me that bodybuilding is a selfish sport, I thought that made a lot of sense. I don't bodybuild because I care what other people think, I do it for myself.