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Something about me....

Cal_21

Cal_21

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Lately I find it's hard to react to things. Mostly emotionally speaking. I feel detached, kinda disaffected. I'm not sad. I just don't care about things as much. I used to be really involved emotionally with friends and lovers...Now I just don't care. At first I figured this was some sort of emotional maturation process. But things I used to enjoy don't seem as sweet either. Kinda Like I'm going through life on autopilot.

You guys ever feel like you just don't give a shit anymore? Hmmm, this prolly means Imma sociopath or something... :worried:
 
i wish i could say i relate brosky. i'm an emotionally reactive person. for the better or worse

although i try t control it when it doesnt serve me
 
sounds like mild depression. You are at a major turning point in your life. It's to be expected and will pass.
 
i thought you came out of the closet
 
I agree with jersey. You're on the brink of a fundamental life decision, these stop you in your tracks because of their gravity. If it's not immediately necessary to make that choice...and now this may sound absurd...then it's time for a roadtrip. :D
 
Cal,

Life is a long road with many twists and turns, ups and downs, and sometimes just a long flat drive through Iowa. Seems consistent with maturing, always get out and exercise on a daily basis - no matter how you are feeling that day.

if you want to talk, PM me your phone.
 
If he wasn't depressed he's going to be after reading everyones pessimistic posts.

There's nothing wrong with you Cal. When in doubt just blame women. Or I guess men in your case :rainbow:
 
PuddleMonkey said:
If he wasn't depressed he's going to be after reading everyones pessimistic posts.

There's nothing wrong with you Cal. When in doubt just blame women. Or I guess men in your case :rainbow:
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TITCR

Puddles is going to be a father and you don't see him getting all pessimistic and self doubting.
 
PuddleMonkey said:
She isn't talking to me right now lol
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Her plan backfired? My impression was that it was her last desperate act to keep you. Being a baby momma of two from two different fathers doesn't bode well for her dating future. :worried:
 
Cal_21 said:
Lately I find it's hard to react to things. Mostly emotionally speaking. I feel detached, kinda disaffected. I'm not sad. I just don't care about things as much. I used to be really involved emotionally with friends and lovers...Now I just don't care. At first I figured this was some sort of emotional maturation process. But things I used to enjoy don't seem as sweet either. Kinda Like I'm going through life on autopilot.

You guys ever feel like you just don't give a shit anymore? Hmmm, this prolly means Imma sociopath or something... :worried:
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strange man.......starting like 2 yrs ago i'm the complete opposite of what you described. I use to never be emotional about anything but now i see a sad commercial and feel like a bitch wanting to tear up.
 
Cal_21 said:
Lately I find it's hard to react to things. Mostly emotionally speaking. I feel detached, kinda disaffected. I'm not sad. I just don't care about things as much. I used to be really involved emotionally with friends and lovers...Now I just don't care. At first I figured this was some sort of emotional maturation process. But things I used to enjoy don't seem as sweet either. Kinda Like I'm going through life on autopilot.

You guys ever feel like you just don't give a shit anymore? Hmmm, this prolly means Imma sociopath or something... :worried:
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It's good to feel this way to a certain extent, since it helps you be more emotionally independent, and stable. As long as you're not depressed and you can still engage in normal social interaction with people it's cool.
 
needtogetaas said:
we learned something most of do not care about, NICE
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So basically this thread is no different than any other ever posted on elite/any other forum? lol
 
When was your last shot from your cycle bro? That short six weeks could have some effect on how your feeling now. Just curious...
 
SaladFork said:
When was your last shot from your cycle bro? That short six weeks could have some effect on how your feeling now. Just curious...
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Can't remember. Prolly about 6-8 wks. I didn't do pct. My test levels are prolly in the shitter. My balls aren't as full as usual.
 
Cal_21 said:
Can't remember. Prolly about 6-8 wks. I didn't do pct. My test levels are prolly in the shitter. My balls aren't as full as usual.
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Maybe ask Needto for some advise, I'm not sure what you should do that far out. That could be the problem...
 
there's a terrible, seething malefaction growing inside of you. one day, quite soon, it will break away from the sickly cannister of your flesh and exact a ripping, crushing, tearing doom on your attenuated soul!

i mean this in a good way.
 
jackangel said:
there's a terrible, seething malefaction growing inside of you. one day, quite soon, it will break away from the sickly cannister of your flesh and exact a ripping, crushing, tearing doom on your attenuated soul!

i mean this in a good way.
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Yeah bro I do have to fart a lil. You read my mind.

My last cycle attenuated my testes :*(
 
Cal_21 said:
Can't remember. Prolly about 6-8 wks. I didn't do pct. My test levels are prolly in the shitter. My balls aren't as full as usual.
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That will mess you up bro! I hope you fill better soon.
 
nimbus said:
mass "come over" text message!!
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lmao once i did that, and a bish came over, later another bish came over who never texted back. Needless to say i cockblocked the shit out of myself.

:worried:
 
Cal_21 said:
Some it's as simple as a drunk dial...one I'm actively chasing away. lol
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I hate when I do that!!! I use to be really bad at that when I use to be rolling and then I would regret it the next day!
 
Beachboy6294 said:
I hate when I do that!!! I use to be really bad at that when I use to be rolling and then I would regret it the next day!
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lmao!!!!!!!!!

"I love you...you're so awesome"

rolling convos are the best. although even when talking to a sober person im a smooth motherfucker. ive made some awesome, deep connections with friends/girls that weren't even rolling.

that is...when i can actually talk.

nothing worse than being so fucked up you can barely mumble
 
calveless wonder said:
lmao!!!!!!!!!

"I love you...you're so awesome"

rolling convos are the best. although even when talking to a sober person im a smooth motherfucker. ive made some awesome, deep connections with friends/girls that weren't even rolling.

that is...when i can actually talk.

nothing worse than being so fucked up you can barely mumble
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I swear bro were going to get it on at the WMC or and when i come to Florida for the LSU game. I'm pretty smooth when I'm not rolling but when I am I turn into Casanova! The worst is when your trying to talk and your eyes start fluttering and then you can barely talk
 
Cal_21 said:
Lately I find it's hard to react to things. Mostly emotionally speaking. I feel detached, kinda disaffected. I'm not sad. I just don't care about things as much. I used to be really involved emotionally with friends and lovers...Now I just don't care. At first I figured this was some sort of emotional maturation process. But things I used to enjoy don't seem as sweet either. Kinda Like I'm going through life on autopilot.

You guys ever feel like you just don't give a shit anymore? Hmmm, this prolly means Imma sociopath or something... :worried:
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usually means it's time for my doc to do some bloodwork and see where my hormone levels are. . .everyone gets the blahs once in a while, though. . .it's normal. . .plus you just finished school and are comtemplating some major changes in your life. . .once that shit is squared away, you'll get your kick back. . .
 
digimon7068 said:
usually means it's time for my doc to do some bloodwork and see where my hormone levels are. . .everyone gets the blahs once in a while, though. . .it's normal. . .plus you just finished school and are comtemplating some major changes in your life. . .once that shit is squared away, you'll get your kick back. . .
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Yes he needs to do that asap
 
Cal_21 said:
Lately I find it's hard to react to things. Mostly emotionally speaking. I feel detached, kinda disaffected. I'm not sad. I just don't care about things as much. I used to be really involved emotionally with friends and lovers...Now I just don't care. At first I figured this was some sort of emotional maturation process. But things I used to enjoy don't seem as sweet either. Kinda Like I'm going through life on autopilot.

You guys ever feel like you just don't give a shit anymore? Hmmm, this prolly means Imma sociopath or something... :worried:
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Oh man!! You got married? Congrats man, I must have missed the thread.


jk I agree with the other replies. Hang in there though, things get better.

Wait til the kids come.


Oh, one more thing... You're the only one going through this.


Sorry man, that didn't come out right. I was trying to put a humorous spin on it, but apperently I'm not that funny. Oh shit, my wife needs a foot massage. brb.
 
gonelifting said:
Oh man!! You got married? Congrats man, I must have missed the thread.


jk I agree with the other replies. Hang in there though, things get better.

Wait til the kids come.


Oh, one more thing... You're the only one going through this.


Sorry man, that didn't come out right. I was trying to put a humorous spin on it, but apperently I'm not that funny. Oh shit, my wife needs a foot massage. brb.
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lol. Thanks bro, sarcasm/humor always pulls me in. Thanks for putting it in perspective.
 
digimon7068 said:
usually means it's time for my doc to do some bloodwork and see where my hormone levels are. . .everyone gets the blahs once in a while, though. . .it's normal. . .plus you just finished school and are comtemplating some major changes in your life. . .once that shit is squared away, you'll get your kick back. . .
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Thanks Digi!
 
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