LOL I dont want speed, I just want to be able to focus and stay still, this weekend I got off my second job and had slept like 6 hours in a 48 hour period and was tired as fuck yet couldnt stop moving and walking around a room instead of sitting still, or if I have to do something I start doing a million other things and get derailed, or when I'm studying/reading I have to concentrate extra hard and sometimes read the same line twice, and I also forget phone numbers in a matter of seconds despite how many times I repeat it out loud.... I've tried brain teasers, memory stimulanting activities and more and I still cant overcome this, it's very frustrating not to be able to control myself

I actually hate taking pills, wont even take them for headaches if they are tolerable, but I just dont know what to do with this attention and hyperactivity issue...
Oh I called my healthcare company to see how much I'd have to pay out of pocket for the sleep study and they said it's 100% covered for being diagnostic towards apnea, YaY!!!! I'm going on Wednesday, creeps me out to sleep outside of my own house.... I have no idea what they are going to do to me, I'm sure I will sleep since I do within 20 minutes of going to bed...