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Skinnyitis: I have it, do you?

I feel this way a lot also.
I never quite feel satisfyed, it kind of makes me think that some of us have more off a problem with our own self confidence.
I know I do from time to time.
 
I lost 36 pounds in a coma last month because of eating pesticides. Body went extremely catabolic. I have pulled out those old clothes. My regular ones make me look like an Aid's victim. Hell I look like an AIDS victim anyway. My doctor gave me the same line about bodybuilding being the man's equivalent to anerexia. I cannot cycle right now, in physical therapy, just started to be able to lift hands above head, shoulders were destroyed. I want to be big again. My girl says she likes me better this way, of course she hates roids and when the pin pricks she'll be on the curb. Bigorexia, screw it I want to be 260 with 12% standing 6'1", thats all. Being small sucks.
 
Right there with ya guys...

I went to the doc a about a year ago because I was having shoulder problems and when they got me on the scale and said ok, 5'10, 140 lbs. I almost wanted to scream. I said f*ck this $hit, I ain't gonna be small anymore. Now i weigh 180 and instead of being a twig, I'm a stick. It sucks, but what can you do? :rolleyes: I've got a couple thought in mind, I've been stuck at 180 for like 6 months.
 
I feel you guys. I get so pissed off at myself b/c I think I am skinny. I get so pissed that sometimes I feel like I am wasting my time going the gym. But I was at a club this past week and had a girl come up to me wanting to feel my arms, that helped. And then a guy came up to me and asked if I competed, which I do. Things like that help, but we will never be were we want to be. We may look big to others, but we can't convince ourselves.
 
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