bikinimom said:Sure.... sure. If it makes you feel better.
And as for the botox, if you are going to quote me then get it right. I had botox on my forehead ONCE last summer because I was still modeling at the time.
I PUT IT IN PRINT that I was more than happy with how I look in real life, but the camera is not so kind as it magnifies some things, while minimizes others.
Odd how you remembered the one side that I was HONEST ABOUT (that only occured while the botox was still in effect), but negated the precursor to the information that I was providing for others who were asking about botox.
Vanity? I don't recall EVER saying that I did not care about my appearance. For goodness sake if I didn't then I wouldn't brush my hair or bother to wash my face if I didn't. What is your point?
I was only pointing out to you the flaw in your thinking. You know, the part about people doing THE SAME things that you do based on "the fact" that "time is slipping. See, this may be the motivating factor for your time spent in the gym. For me it is not.
I have been in a gym since I was 17. Was time slipping for me then too? Oh no. Then it MUST HAVE BEEN because I NEEDED to get a man.
I am THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD and I have had four children. Am I all that and a bag of chips. To my girls? HELL YES. To every other person that walks the earth. I think not and that is groovy with me.
I know exactly who I am and what I am all about. I am a flawed human being that is struggling to find their way in the world. Someone that is doing their best to earn thier children's love and respect daily and someone who tries to make most people that she meets smile, even if it is only for a moment in time.
When the day is done I hope that I will be just a bit better than when the day started.
You can project all you like. It matters not to me.
But if you honestly think that EVERYONE who is even a moment older than you IS DESPERATE because of some perception of ticking time then I think you need to reconsider why it is that you are still alive. I mean, I honestly think that you should die young. You will leave a much better corpse.
For me, I will be satisfied to be wrinkled and pruny and saggy.... Maybe when I get to be like 101!
In any event. Do I LOVE the fact that my face is not as youthful in appearance as it was when I was say 22? No, I won't lie about that. But would I want TO BE 22?!
HELL FUCKING NO.
It was nice when I was there, but I have zero interest in revisiting it.
I did not even bother reading this. You always seem to have long drawn out, over thought responses. You ramble on and on and on. I can't imagine you on a date, you propably never shut up, damn it's not necessary to write a essay every time.
You write long answers like that to benefit you, not to ilustrate a point, think about it.