please don't get bent ...i'm just askin' this question cuz i'm curious ...what would life be worth to you with out the AAS? ...if you had to weigh 170? ...would your "friends" still be there (seriously) or do you think they would fade away?
if you had an accident that left you disfigured (God forbid ...& i do sincerely mean God forbid ...just using it to illustrate a point) and you no longer had your physique as a source of self esteem (and as a source of love/respect/admiration from others) ...would life be worth living? maybe you could become really smart and get love/self esteem that way ...or maybe become rich or ...you get the point.
it sounds (and i did say it SOUNDS) like you resent other sources of self esteem/love other than the one you've chosen for yourself ...and with your physique you're at the top of that source of love/self esteem.
so to you REC drugs = loser (smart = nerd/geek, 170lbs = weak, women that don't respond to your physique = a bitch/lez ...etc. etc. etc.) ...if only life were so simple ...i do however supect that you consider yourself elite even to your fellow AAS peers (and looking at your pics it's not unfounded) ...try to remember i said I SUSPECT and not that it is this way also i'll say that i don't know you and that this suspicion is based on this thread only ...so everybody keep that in mind.
i don't use REC drugs either nor am i condoning it ...but to think or say that the use AAS is any better or safer is just nieve ...WE'RE NOT ANY BETTER ...just different and perhaps more aware and more socially acceptable ...think about it slin, hgh, t-3, hormones, anti-this and anti-that, a million cals/day, 1/2 million grams of protien, no blood test in most cases ...come on!!! ...truely dangerous stuff ...what we are is fuckin' lucky the human body is as resilient as it is in both the case of REC and AAS drug use.
great ...now i'm late for my shot and my shake.